God Keeps

I'm staring in from the outside
我在外界細細觀摩
The more I look, the less I see
越用心看，我就越是無法窺其道理
How many forks in the road ahead of me
遙遙大路上有多少夥伴走在我的前方
Trying hard to remember, what I even came here for
竭盡全力去回想我究竟為追尋什麼
To talk with the devil and find out what he's coming for
和魔鬼交談以便弄清他所追求的
Somewhere in the middle there was one truth
真理定然藏在這其中某個地方
Bathe in shadow and light
也許就沉浸在光影交合之處
Don't know where it is, but I will find you
盡然我不甚清楚其位置，仍要接近全力追逐你
Maybe on the other side
說不定就在對面的某處
No release, no release
迴盪在我腦海中的聲音
From the sound in my head
讓我無法安息
I can't sleep, there's no piece
我徹夜難眠
From the words that you said
你吐露的字字句句
No, I can't stand it
我根本無法相信
No, I can't stand it
我絕不願相信
No release, no release
迴盪在我腦海中的聲音
From the sound in my head
讓我無法安息
I can't sleep, there's no piece
我徹夜難眠
From the words that you said
你吐露的字字句句
No , I keep planning
我對其小心斟酌
No, while God keeps laughing at me
儘管神明對我的敏感如此生厭
I'm standing still on the sidelines
矗立在邊界的我
I'm paralyzed by the fear I feel
心中的恐懼讓我麻木僵硬
Is it in my mind?
它真的存在於我的腦子裡嗎
Maybe it's not even real
或許它根本就不是真實存在的
I find it hard to stay open
保持無謂的態度實在是太難了
God knows I've tried to keep my heart clean
上帝知道我一直盡力維持內心的純淨
I still write the signs, wonder what even mean
我還會一直留下印記，探尋其中的含義
And finally I' ve seen there is one truth
最終我絕對會參透
Bathe in shadow and light
在黑暗和光明中重獲新生的真理
I don't know where it is, but I will find you
盡然我不甚清楚其位置，仍要接近全力追逐你
Maybe on the other side
說不定就在對面的某處
No release, no release
迴盪在我腦海中的聲音
From the sound in my head
讓我無法安息
I can't sleep, there's no piece
我徹夜難眠
From the words that you said
你吐露的字字句句
No, I can't stand it
我根本無法相信
No , I can't stand it
我絕不願相信
No release, no release
迴盪在我腦海中的聲音
From the sound in my head
讓我無法安息
I can't sleep, there's no piece
我徹夜難眠
From the words that you said
你吐露的字字句句
No, I keep planning
我對其小心斟酌
No, while God keeps laughing at me
儘管神明對我的敏感如此生厭
I've seen the face, I can't erase
我無法抹去記憶中的聖蹟
Out come the whispers daunting
它的低言輕語已然如此攝人心魄
I turn around, I come undone
我不得不背過身，以減輕壓迫而來的威嚴
I know this ain't no way to be
我知道這是無法逾越的
No release, no release, no release
休想逃脫
No release, no release
休想逃脫
From the sound in my head
我腦海中一直迴盪這警示
I can't sleep, there's no piece
我徹夜難眠
From the words that you said
你吐露的字字句句
No, I can't stand it
我根本無法相信
No, I can't stand it
我絕不願相信
No release, no release
迴盪在我腦海中的聲音
From the sound in my head
讓我無法安息
I can't sleep, there's no piece
我徹夜難眠
From the words that you said
你吐露的字字句句
No, I keep planning
我對其小心斟酌
No, while God keeps laughing at me
儘管神明對我的敏感如此生厭