crying in public

I could be sittin on the M train goin back to Brooklyn
I could be crossin a street somewhere without lookin
I could be drunk at a party, laughin out loud
I could anywhere, I could be right here right now

I could be walkin through the grocery store at 3 am
I could be almost fallin in love again
Youre still on the street, every sidewalk I go down
I swear youre everywhere, I swear youre right here right now

I dont wanna be cryin in public
But here I am cryin in public
I am strong and its stronger than I am right now
Tryna keep it in but its comin out
I dont wanna be cryin in public
But here I am cryin in public

First thing in the morning, last thing at night
Is it gonna pass , will it last for a lifetime?
Cause I could be watchin a movie, up late on my friends couch
God I could be anywhere, I could be right here right now

I dont wanna be cryin in public
But here I am cryin in public
I am strong and its stronger than I am right now
Tryna keep it in but its comin out
I dont wanna be cryin in public
But here I am cryin in public

Even on the days where I think itll miss me
Like it or not, its still gonna hit me
Oh, even on the days where I pray itll miss me
Like it or not, itll never be easy

Oh, I dont wanna be cryin in public
Oh, here I am cryin in public
I am strong and its stronger than I am right now
Tryna keep it in but its comin out
I dont wanna be cryin in public
But here I am
Here I am
I dont wanna be cryin in public