i wrote this about no one

Black hoodie, grey sweatpants
黑色連帽衫，灰色運動褲
i'm walkin' round like a dead man
我像個死人一樣四處走動
I need help and I need space and I need you to come erase
我需要幫助，我需要空間，我需要你來抹去
These memories that you gave me
你給我的記憶
Reachin' out to come save me
重新振作起來救我
You could miss me with that hatred
你會懷著仇恨想念我的
You've always been on that same shit
你一直在做同樣的事
Taking me back, take me away from that god on the facts
帶我回去，帶我離開上帝
Fill me with lies cuz I hate goodbyes
用謊言填滿我，因為我討厭道別
Hate when you said that we never could try
當你說我們永遠無法嘗試
I ran a mile, you watched from the side
我跑了一英里，你從旁邊看著
I put it in drive but you wouldn't ride
我把車開走了，但你不肯騎
Killing my ego, you cut off my body
殺了我的自尊，你把我的身體割了
Left every door and left me to die
離開每一扇門讓我死去
[Gibberish]
得到我的信任，你的眼睛就會失去它
Gaining my trust, your eyes would lose it
你用這些傷口和瘀傷來掩護我
You cover me with these cuts and these bruises
我不能說你在做什麼
I couldn't talk bout the things you where doing
每個人看著我都覺得我很蠢，哈
Everyone looking at me like I'm stupid, huh
是啊，你想要友誼
Yeah, you want a friendship
考驗我我愛你我只看你一次
Test me I love you I watch you once and it
你消失了就像我在看著一個朋友
You disappear like I'm watching a friend
你告訴你的朋友你希望我能結束，呃
And you told your friends that you wish I would end it, uh
好吧，告訴我重點是什麼
Ok, tell me what is the point
丙烷吹氣是一種選擇
Propane blowing up is a choice
你看到我在上面嗎
Did this so you see me on top
紅色藥丸像擲硬幣一樣吐出來
Red pill throwing up like a toss
我的胃不舒服，我已經褪色了
I'm sick to my stomach I'm faded
你住在國家空置的地方
You live wherethe country is vacant
當我想起你赤身裸體的時候，我啜了一口
I sip when I think of you naked
我來的時候答應你
Promise that you come when I made it
還沒買車
Didn't get a car yet
告訴過你一年後我就好了
Told you in a year I'll be all set
現在我出發的時候都準備好了
Now I'm all set when I'm off set
乘私人飛機去他們的島嶼
Take a private jet to them islands
我飛進去他們就買了
I fly in and them buy them
現在他們想知道我去哪兒了
Now they want to wonder where I went
一直在想
Been thinking about the time that
我和那個還沒找到的女孩在一起
I spent with the girl that I still haven't found yet
[Gibberish]