dead end

Eyes are on your phone
眼睛注視在你的手機上
At the edge of my bed with your hand on my leg
在我的床沿上，手放在我的腿上
Was just my own fault
這只是我的錯嗎
Was it something i said
是我說過的話嗎
Is she back already
那個她是不是已回到了你的身邊
Know that I shouldn't get used to you
深知我不該習慣這樣的你在身旁
I Keeping my composure
我保持著我的鎮靜
Used to being used by you
已習慣了被你利用
I don't know whats worse
我不知道什麼更糟
That you walked in my room smelling like her perfume
是你走進我的房間，身上還帶著她的香水味
Or that I called you first
還是我主動先呼叫你
Thought that i was immune
想著我已對這免疫了
Wouldn't let you get any closer
不會再讓你靠得更近
I shouldn't get used to you
我不應該習慣於你的陪伴
Losing my composure you
喪失了我的理智冷靜
Love me being lost in you
你喜歡我著迷於你的樣子
You lie in my sheets
你躺在我的床榻間與我纏綿
Then lie to my face
然後面對著我說起謊話
I lie through my teeth and say I'm okay
我則嘴上撒謊說我還好
Won't settle for second place
不會遷就於讓步
You can say you want me but
你可以說你渴望我，但是
This time I mean it
這一次我是認真的
I'm so sick of these dead end feelings
我是那樣厭煩於這些已到盡頭的感覺
Scrolling through my thoughts
在我的思緒裡穿梭
At the edge of regret
在後悔的邊緣
Got my hands on my head
我的手已托著腦袋
I gotta cut you off
我將要與你一刀兩斷
Hope it hurts you like it hurt me
希望這對你的傷害能與我相抵
You're gonna have to
你也會不得不
Stop getting so used to me
停止那樣習慣於擁有我
Always crawling back to
總是一次次慢慢回到
Let you get the best of me
讓你將我擊敗的舊局
You lie in my sheets
你躺在我的床榻間與我纏綿
Then lie to my face (you lie to my face)
然後面對著我說起謊話
I lie through my teeth and say I'm okay
我則嘴上撒謊說我還好
Won't settle for second place
不會遷就於讓步
You can say you want me but
你可以說你渴望我，但是
This time I mean it
這一次我是認真的
I'm so sick of these dead end feelings
我是那樣厭煩於這些一切終了的感覺
Missed calls and text messages
一次次未接電話和不回的短信
I deserve more than this
我值得比這更好的對待
Not just when I am missed
不只是我被錯過的時刻
Or when she's is just pissed off
或只是當她惱火不爽了
At you and you tell her you're through
給你發去訊息，你告訴她你與我已經結束
You'll crawl right on back in a day or two Deja vu
你不准一兩天就會爬回到我的身邊，一切都似曾相識不是
I know you'll never change
我知道你永遠也改變不了
And now I will never stay
而現在我也永遠不會為你停留
Cause you're lies they stay the same
因為那滿嘴謊言的你還是一成不變
On my own I will be okay
一個人過我會好的，放心
You lie in my sheets
你躺在我的床榻間與我纏綿
Then lie to my face
然後直接對著我說起謊來
I lie through my teeth and say I'm okay
我嘴上說著謊，說我還好
Won't settle for second place
不會遷就於讓步
You can say you want me but
你可以說你渴望我，但是
**** if you mean it
如果你說的是真的就真見鬼了
I'm so sick of these dead end feelings
我太厭倦了這些我們已到盡頭的感覺