Colors

Can't be without you
無法離開你
Don't wanna be with you
卻也不想和你一起
And although I have tried to
儘管嘗試過
My heart has a way of rejecting what's good for it
內心卻依舊會拒絕那些對我有益的事物
I'm sorry
真抱歉啊
I know it's tiring
我知道這很累
All the convincing
所有令人信服的言語
I can be someone I feel I'm not
類似我可以成為我不可能成為的人

Who taught me that
都是誰教給我的
I wasn't good enough?
是我自身不夠優秀嗎
Why did I let you believe it?
為何我會期待你相信它
Why haven't I caught your bluff?
而不去戳破你的謊言
When everyone's gone, you can't fall apart
直到人們離去你再不能崩潰

You will see it's always been
你會發現你和我
You and I (You and I, you and I)
會一直在一起
Oh, you and I (You and I, you and I)
你與我
Stay (Stay)
緊緊綁定
Like the colors on the walls
就像牆上的色塊
Paint (Paint)
被塗上後
But you can't erase them all
便再也擦拭不掉

I'm starting to see it now
我逐漸看清
It's so clear to me now
一切都開始清楚明了
(Found out)
I'm actually not addicted to the drugs
我其實並非吸毒成癮
I'm addicted to feeling ****ing numb
只是沉溺於空虛感罷了
This world I'm living in, there's just too much to be done
這個我所身處的世界有太多事需要被完成
To dismantle the mental that has us moving like we weren't made with love
它們破碎我們的情感讓我們變成不再用愛回報世界的行屍走肉
Creator's watching, I know that much
造物主目睹著一切我很明白這點
Sat me down and told me to, 'Stop watching, start doing
他坐我面前對我說別再袖手旁觀行動起來
If you don't listen to the messages, I promise they'll just keep coming'
如果你忽略這條訊息我保證它們會依舊出現
Ignoring Spirit really never helped me amount to nothing so
無視神的旨意確實未曾幫到過我因此我選擇
Grow
慢慢生長