looking through thee也of啊pig (live)

I wake up every morning, kiss my wife goodbye
Hug my kids, tell em i love em, my mouth, hit the fried
Im out on patrol, in my squad car, do i lay
Where you never know, if youll be makin it home today
So many different attitudes, that i come across
Im hard to console tonight, feeling nobodys lost
Hookers hustlers killers and thieves, out on the streets
Got my mind warped, just found another corpse on the beat
Bound gagged raped, im frustrated, i hate it
Found a woman in the dumpster, body was mutilated
Bad dreams all up in my head, no lie
Sometimes i gotta take a sniff so i can get by, why
Dont i get hurt, cause there go my nerves, i got the urge
To merge this bullet in my brain, relieve my pain
What a ****** shame, i dont wanna live, i paint the wall
With the bloodstains, eye of the pig, i see it all
The eye of the pig
* dj muggs cuts and scratches this pig from _pigs_ *
Ive been on the force, over twenty years, i can say
That im worse, than some of these mother******s i put away
Im in the biggest gang you ever saw, above the law
Lookin through the eye of the pig, i see it all
Drug abusers, drug dealers and the *************in
Pieces of *************t who should be on the ****** news hangin
These days you cant tell whos-who in the world
Is that a whore, or is that, an innocent young girl?
*************, i need a drink, and im almost off
At the precinct, its like an aa meeting all gone wrong
I.a. got an eye, on my close friend guy
For takin a supply from evidence from a bust on a buy
That doesnt concern me, we never rat on each other
We went through the academy, just like frat brothers
Midnight, ? left on my *************ft
Think ill get my ************* sucked by this basshead ** ***********
My marriage is all ******, my wife is with the neighbors
Subpeonaed, now i gotta sign these ****** divorce papers
I recall, happier times, before the fall
Look into the eye of the pig, i see it all
... long interlude ...
Now im on my way, back to the station to check out
So i can go home, relax, take a drink and think about
My abrupt change, out of the clean, to the corrupt
Look into the eye of the pig, im all ** ****
No longer can i determine, whos the criminal
From the innocent man down, to the pedophile
No one gives a ************* about me , im slippin
Into darkness, im comin to grips and feelin heartless
Watch this, a dark green truck, tinted windows
Duly modified, probably a **** dealer inside
pull it over to the curb, take your keys out..
.. and raise your hands out the window and get em in high position
Dont move, or im gonna blast your ****** head off
Just tell me where the guns and **** are and youll get off
Dont give me that bull*************t, ive heard about your raps
All you talkin about is slangin and shootin off the scraps
Ok, mr. freeload, get the ************* out of the truck
I love it how all you****** rappers think its so funny
Hit the ****** floor, i need no probable cause
You got a big sack of coke in your truck (what?) so take a pause
You find it funny?　get that smile off your face
Mother****** take this
*beatdown ensues as words fade*