dear dad

Where do I start?
我該從哪開始說起？
I'll start by saying I love you
我想我會從說我愛你開始吧
Even after my heart keeps taking a beating from you
即使我的心跳一直隨你而跳動
I never meant to make you
我不是故意
I never meant to make you mad
讓你心碎的
Where does it end?
那麼又在哪裡結束呢？
I'm tired of carrying this baggage
我實在疲於擔負我肩膀上的包袱
Ever since we were kids
從我們還是年幼的孩子時
We just accepted the madness
我們就接受了這些瘋狂的過往
I never meant to make you
我從未想過
I never meant to make you sad
要讓你這樣心碎
So tell me you need me
所以請告訴我你需要我
Tell me it's not easy
告訴我背負著過去的種種負擔
To carry all the burdens from the past
對你來說並不容易
I wanna believe it
我多想相信
That you really mean it
你是認真的
That's all I ever wanted from you, dad
對於我想從你這裡得到的那一切爸爸

當我正值少年時期
When I was younger
那是我最需要你的時候
That's when I needed you most, I
我嘗試過咬牙堅持下去卻早已習慣你的背影
Tried to hold on but got used to watching you go
我明白你不想傷害我
You never meant to break me
我明白你從未想過要傷了我的心
You never meant to break my heart
現在我長大了
Now that I'm older
我終於能從那些混亂的過往中看清一切
I can see through the chaos
肩膀上的天使提醒著我不能一直沉淪下去
Angel over my shoulder makin' sure I don't stay lost
我正嘗試著去成為閃閃發亮的人
I'm trying to be somebody
生活中那些擁有快樂和自由的人
Someone who is happy and free
所以告訴我你真的很需要我
So tell me you need me
告訴我對你來說真的很辛苦
Tell me it's not easy
背負著過往那些不堪的種種
To carry all the burdens from the past
我多想相信你
I want to believe it
相信你是認真的
That you really mean it
對於那些我想從你身上得到的一切爸
That's all I ever wanted from you, dad
囚籠中關押著天使與惡魔
I got demons and anger and rage
感覺我一直以來都被困在其中
Feels like I've been stuck in a cage
如果你能把我內心深處的情感看透
Got all these emotions if you cut me open
你會發現我原來是那麼的像你
You'll see that I'm so much like you
我痛恨我們所有的分別時刻
I hate it when we're all divided
也厭惡著我對你的那些片面的想法
And I hate that it's always one sided
我痛恨在這場混亂之中每分每秒的自己
I hate every second I've been in this mess
我好恨恨自己竟從未埋怨過你
And I hate, I hate that I'll never hate you
所以告訴我吧告訴我你真的需要我
So tell me you need me
告訴我這一切都太過艱難
Tell me it's not easy
去背負著過往的所有
To carry all the burdens from the past
我好想相信你
I want to believe it
相信你是認真的
That you really mean it
對於那些我渴望在你身上得到的一切爸爸
That's all I ever wanted from you, dad
那些就是我想要的全部啊
It's all I ever wanted
都是我想要的全部啊
It's all I ever wanted
全部都是
It's all I, It's all I, It's all I
那些都是我最想要的一切
It's all I ever wanted
我最需要的一切
It's all I ever wanted
一切的一切
It's all I, It's all I, It's all I
都是我一直以來想從你那得到的一切啊爸爸
That's all I ever wanted from you, dad