Holding On

Holding on doesn't feel the same
等等這感覺不一樣
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
沒有什麼能掩蓋這痛苦
Baby, I've been trying but you cant feel the same
寶貝我努力了但是你體會不到
About me, baby
跟我一樣的感覺寶貝
Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
寶貝我一直在努力但沒有什麼能掩蓋這痛苦
(Baby) I've been trying, holding on, holding on
我在努力堅持住堅持住
Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
寶貝我一直在努力但沒有什麼能掩蓋這痛苦
(Baby) I've been trying, holding on, holding on
我在努力堅持住堅持住
Yeah, I've just been so numb, it feels like nothing's real
我已經麻木不堪感覺什麼都不是真的
I've just been so empty, I can't fuckin' feel
我感覺很空虛我什麼也感覺不到
But I can feel my body start to fade
但是我能感覺到我的身體開始瓦解
My heart is cold that's why
我的心變冷
I'm so sick of taking all these fuckin' pills
這就是我受夠了吃那些該死的藥片的原因
I don't ever talk about it much
我也不想說這麼多
Drinking every day, just to escape the memories of us
每天喝酒只是為了逃避我們的回憶
You paint me as a villain, but my blood is on your brush
你把我描述成惡棍但是你的畫筆上沾著我的血
I was in it til' the end, you was in it for the rush
我一直沉溺其中直到結束你卻急沖衝的離開
See I'm scared of being hurt and I'm scared of getting close
你看我害怕受傷我害怕靠近
Cause' the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you most
因為傷你最深的人就是你最親近的人
But its hard to know your worth when everything is broke
但是當一切都一文不值的時候就很難知道你的價值
Now I' m just drowning in my sorrow trying not to fuckin' choke
現在我就淹沒在我的悲傷之中努力不被窒息而死
The more pain you go through, the harder it feel
你經歷越多的痛苦感覺就會越艱難
And the scars that we can't see are the hardestto heal
看不見的傷疤最難癒合
I gave you everything, I'm just left with all of these pills
我給了你所以我剩下的只有那些藥片
And even though I fuckin' hate you, you have part of me still
儘管我恨你入骨我心裡還是愛著你
Cry for you, I promised that I would never fuckin' cry for you
為你哭我保證我永遠都不會為你哭
Die for you, I can't be without you I would die for you
為你死我不能沒有你我會為你死掉
Plea for you, I do anything, I fuckin' plea for you
為你辯解我會做所有也會TMD為你找藉口
Why can't you understand, I fuckin' needed you
你為什麼就不能理解我真他媽的需要你
Holding on doesn't feel the same
等等這感覺不一樣
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
沒有什麼能掩蓋這痛苦
Baby, I've been trying but you cant feel the same
寶貝我努力了但是你體會不到
About me, baby
跟我一樣的感覺寶貝
Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
寶貝我一直在努力但沒有什麼能掩蓋這痛苦
(Baby) I've been trying, holding on, holding on
我在努力堅持住堅持住
Baby I've been trying, nothing seems to cover up the pain
寶貝我一直在努力但沒有什麼能掩蓋這痛苦
(Baby) I've been trying, holding on, holding on
我在努力堅持住堅持住
Baby, baby, baby, baby
寶貝
Holding on doesn't feel the same
等等這感覺不一樣
Baby, baby, baby, baby
親愛的
Nothing seems to cover up the pain
沒有什麼能掩蓋這痛苦