love, or the lack thereof

I close myself off
In hopes of your love
Not my fault that I crave your attention
I want your tough love
And all the bad stuff
Not the best, yeah I know, but
I check my phone
And shut it off
If youre alone, come shut me up
(Thought you were my love)
Ill dream about your fingers on me
Youll tell me that Im wrong (Thought you were my love)
Oh, oh
Ill tell myself youll always want me
You say, I think too much but I thought you were my love
All of my friends say, youre no good for me
I dont care, Im aware that Im wrong cause
I love attention, toxic retention
I dont care that Im wrong cause
I check my phone
And shut it off (Shut it off, shut it off, h械y-hey, hey)
If youre alone, come shut me up (Shut me up, shut me up)
(Thought you were my love)
Ill dream about your fingers on me
Youll tell me that Im wrong (Thought you were my love)
Oh, oh
Ill tell myself youll always want me
You say, I think too much but I thought you were my love
If Im all yours
Then take me back
If Im all yours
Then take me back
Take me back, take me back
I want it to be so badly
I wanted to be so badly
What you see in me
What you see in me (Oh, oh)
I wanted to be so badly
I wanted to be so badly
What you see in me
Thought you were mine, love
Ill dream about your fingers on me
Youll tell me that Im wrong (Thought you were my love)
Oh,oh
Ill tell myself youll always want me
You say, I think too much but I thought you were my love
If Im all yours
(I wanted to be so badly
I wanted to be so badly)
Then take me back
(What you see in me
What you see in me)
If Im all yours
(I wanted to be so badly
I wanted to be so badly)
Then take me back (What you see in me)
Take me back, take me back, take me back