Perfect Nothing

Beyond recognition
Release me from this grasp
Another perfect nothing
Memories of disrupt from my past
It's a lie,
I know not why
A sin forever within
The darkest side of my mind
I feel it bring me
Down to shelter
Come again this life
I feel I feel a pretense slowly taking over
In time I seem to dwell and fade
To a source beyond recognition
I sleep through my nightmares
Loneliness
I must feel
And when I cry for laughter
My sorrows appeal
So come back again this life
I feel Numb against the pain that felt so real
Time and time again
I say I try to see
Bring forth the light which is supposed to be
So come again this life
I feel Numb against the pain so real
In desperate search of reason
Curiosity rules my mind
I'm drowning in confusion
Perfect nothing
I know not why
Come again this life
I feel Once again
I feel a presence taking over
In time I seem to dwell and fade
To a source beyond recognition
A sin forever within
The darkest side of my mind
I feel it bring me down to shelter
It's a lie,
I know not why