PK

Hello
嗨
Maybe two other things
也許是另外兩件事
And I remember just there being this huge, deep discussion
我記得曾經有過一次深入的討論
About faith, about my faith, about what I believe in
談及信仰，我的信仰，那些我所深信不疑的
Ups and all the downs in a text
寫下人生起伏
Merrily-go-round in a text
寫下輾轉徘徊
Tell 'em what's really up, so they can judge
告訴他們近況如何，以便他們
What's going on in your head
評判你心中所想
Ups and all the downs in a text
寫下人生起伏
Merrily-go-round in a text
寫下輾轉徘徊
Tell 'em what's really up, so they can call you
告訴他們你所處的困境，好讓他們
Liar
叫你騙子
I don't know when I'll ever tell anybody that dream, but
我不知道是否有朝一日我會把這個夢告訴別人
I stood up for myself and said, 'You know what?
但我會為自己辯白：“你聽著
I 'm gonna believe what I believe regardless of what you believe about me'
我會一直堅信我所信的，無論你是否相信我”
Figure you're just giving highs again
看來你又遇上巔峰
Figure you're just getting low again
看來你又流落谷底
Talking 'bout what you don't know again
又對著不懂的事侃侃而談
Talking like you'll say goodbye again
好像你將要再次告別
Knowing you don't wanna go again
心知肚明你不願離開
Letting go of letting go again
一遍遍放手
Holding on to letting bygones be bygones
讓過去成為過去
Lie like you mean it
把謊話看作真心
I really disagreed
我真的無法贊同
And I'm not sure at what point, you know, it got to this, but
我不清楚是何時事情發展成這種局面
Like, I was trying to be super respectful the whole way through
但我一直努力表現得充滿尊重
And not have to say what I was feeling
不談起我的感受
They say, 'Why you don't talk no more?'
他們說：“你為什麼不再說話？ ”
I say, 'My, you all talk so much'
我說：“哦天，你們說得太多”
They say, ''Cause you don't talk no more', ayy
他們說：“那是因為你不再說話”
'Don't you trust us?'
“你不信任我們嗎？”
I said, 'Your words never say what I mean
我說：“無法以你們的詞語表達我心
But you still take 'em and run for all you think
但你們仍自作主張地歪曲我的本心
I'm worth (I'm worth, I'm worth, I'm worth)
我值得
Well, go on, take ' em and run
行啊，繼續誤解
For all you think I—' (I'm worth, I'm worth, I'm worth)
肆意歪曲”
And then, finally , I just couldn't take it
然後我終於受不了了
Everyone was saying
大家一遍遍說著
'Fxxk your theology' over and over
“去的信仰”
And it started off soft, but eventually it kept me up
一開始只是輕語，最終卻令我無法入眠
They're still fam, that's what I called them
他們仍是我的家人
Still play the organ, it feels like my heart feels
仍然觸及我的內心
Sometimes, I call them, but I play ball on Sundays
有時我還打電話給他們，但只在周末
And I don't need them to believe me ever
我不再需要他們相信我了