Mess (prod. ceased)

My head's a mess
And i don't know what you want me to say
When you look at me that way
When you know i need some space, from everyone
Don't take it personal i do it all the time
And don't make me feel like i'm acting out of line
Cause i, i've been dealing with this head of mine
And it's not easy
I hope time can heal my head
So i can leave this bed
And find my way
Hmmmm
I'm just scared of getting older now
I'm just Scared i couldn 't mend all things
Ya I know I can't take back my wrongs
Ya I know I've been wrong for far too long
Wish I never did that then
Well now I know
Now I know to keep my friends
Now I know to leave this path
Now I know to see things to the end
Well I ****** up for too long
I've been down on my own
And I ******* hate this mess
On my own in this mess