hear me out

Dying in the cut( HAHA! )
In and out of sleep
Ive yet to find a way
To make my peace with yesterday
Ill take away all that makes me complain
All I could
Ever be is hidden underneath
The surface
Ill be free
When I face reality
After everything faded
Losing touch baby Im sorry
But I cannot stop this now
It doesnt ever change
The feeling of mourning
And losing the people you love
And I couldnt count
How many times Ive tried to fix it
Attempting to call to you
It doesnt ever make it better
Knowing that Im lеsser of a person
Than I was with you
I fall once you dont say
A thing cause you dont ever
Want to hear me out
You fall twice I dont say
A thing cause I wont ever
Open my eyes
Or open up at all
Feelings unspoken
Know Im f*cking up
Too stubborn to change it
You know I wont say it
Youre not the only one who hates it
Because when I look in the mirror
I see no one that I love
And you shouldnt come near
I ruin everything I touch
Maybe I should disappear
Baby I dont give a f*ck
I been running out time
I been running out luck
And I couldnt count
How many times Ive tried to fix it
Attempting to call to you
It doesnt ever make it better
Knowing that Im lеsser of a person
Than I was with you
I fall once you dont say
A thing cause you dont ever
Want to hear me out
You fall twice I dont say
A thing cause I wont ever
Open my eyes
I fall once you dont say
A thing cause you dont ever
Want to hear me out
You fall twice I dont say
A thing cause I wont ever
Open my eyes