hiding knives

Stepped outside and I walked to the edge
Toes pointing down looking over the past again
Im frightened by my urge to descend
Opened up my chest many times before
To the knife of love to the best unborn
I swore out to the night
And felt myself begin to lean in
Spinning out around around
Descending on a forming crowd
Of sullen eyes hiding knives
Spinning out around around
Theyre looking twice and slowing down
I really doubt Ill make out alive
Layed out next to my still beating heart
Ive fallen down inside a caustic crowd
They slip and fall when blood it pours out
They suck it up but it wont decay
It beats for hours it bleeds for days
Their sullen lives, numbing nights
Holding on to murmurs for dear life
We can fall forever
Filling the night sky
Feelings that wont die
A rush of warm blood
We can fall forever
Holding hands in silent flight
Coping with loss and loves lies
We can fall forever
Holding on to nice tries
Rushing towards the fine lines
Crawl in my life