I Dont Know How to Love Him

I dont know how to love him
What to do how to move him
Ive been changed yes really changed
In these past few days when Ive seen myself
I seem like someone else
I dont know how to take this
I dont see why he moves me
Hes a man Hes just a man
And Ive had so many men before
In very many ways
Hes just one more
Should I bring him down
Should I scream and shout
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out
I never thought Id come to this
Whats it all about
Dont you think its rather funny
I should be in this position
Im the one whos always been
So calm so cool no lovers fool
Running every show
He scares me so
I never thought Id come to this
Whats it all about
Yet if he said he loved me
Id be lost Id be frightened
I couldnt cope just couldnt cope
Id turn my head Id back away
I wouldnt want to know
He scares me so
I want him so
I love him so