Handle

I'm trying to get my voice heard
努力讓自己的聲音被聽到
I feel like I don't deserve this
我想我不配得到這些
Tell me, was all of this worth it
告訴我這一切都值得
Bringing me here, what is my purpose?
帶我來到這裡有何目的

我把全部重量往自己一人肩上扛
I carry the weight on my shoulders
就快要等不到最終
And I cannot wait for this to be over
我想我大概是不值得的
And I feel like I don't deserve this
可我無權決定決定究竟是福是禍
And I can't decide, blessings or curses?
你想讓我感覺到什麼

我腦海中的那幢房子從來都不存在
What do you want me to feel?
你想要我說什麼
This house in my head isn't real
關於門邊的碎玻璃或是門把手上的血跡?
What do you want me to say?
你給的太多我已無法承受
Glass by the door and blood on the handle
我很努力努力裝作不在乎
You gave me more than I can handle
這裡很好只是太黑了

這裡
I'm trying so hard, so hard not to care
所以為何我會覺得自己像是負擔
This place is alright, but it's so dark in here
我一直告訴自己也許我已經做到了
Here
你想讓我感覺到什麼
So why do I feel, I feel like a burden?
我腦海中的那幢房子從來都不存在
I keep telling myself that maybe I've earned it
你想要我說什麼

關於門邊的碎玻璃或是門把手上的血跡?
What do you want me to feel?
你給的太多我已無法承受
This house in my head isn't real
What do you want me to say?
Glass by the door and blood on the handle
You gave me more than I can handle
You gave me more than I can handle
You gave me more than I can handle