Introspection

混音：天才夏
Hook：$hockymic
I'm sad my days are black
抑鬱，日子漸漸灰暗
I'm wack can't feel my breath
覺得自己古怪，很累無法呼吸
Depressed rather get smashed
時而酩酊大醉
Yeah I know that
心知肚明
Sadness， my life a tragic
生活越來越亂
Glad now Im Back and
現在的我整理好自己再次歸來
madness look how Im swaggin
還是曾經那樣瘋狂
Introspecting
以下是對自己的反省
Verse 1:Ayun涼芸
誰在吶喊
氣息逐漸變得壓抑喘不過氣
使出魄力
哪怕生命到此為止剩這一口氣
隱藏自己冷漠軀殼
沒有華麗外表修飾
置於人身外的都置擱
想變得更好我們都是
手機的消息又閃了九次
沒有爭取少年卻失去了鬥志
夜晚點綴的燈光提醒自己去休息
沒有黑白天的顛倒思想全部都丟去
有些事等你去學會適應去喜歡
途中的波折繞來繞去又經歷幾番
Tryna lay low I wan'mo
I know I been here befo
Finally I gotta go
Moving on all I hope
Hook：Dr.Free
I'm sad my days are black
抑鬱，日子漸漸灰暗
I'm wack can't feel my breath
覺得自己古怪，很累無法呼吸
Depressed rather get smashed
時而酩酊大醉
Yeah I know that
心知肚明
Sadness， my life a tragic
生活越來越亂
Glad now Im Back and
現在的我整理好自己再次歸來
madness look how Im swaggin
還是曾經那樣瘋狂
Introspecting
以下是對自己的反省
Verse 2:$hockymic
Growing up I see people get away
In the end which one is gonna stay​
I began to trust nobody else except myself Dont f^ck my faith​
這一路上出現了太多的hate​r
他們敲擊鍵盤自己在做著faker
沒有人來幫我我就做個chance maker
I dont need a person stop saying those prayers
What did I do in my last few years
Now Im soaked in my bath with tears
I ignored those brothers nearby
Nobody gimme whisper
I apologize to all you guys
Yall were right,I was out my mind
I went too far,I said too much
The haters were right when they said I suck
I did wrong things,but the sh!t did changed
I seek my life in a different range
They put more pressures on my brain
Im begging you,b!tch Walk on your lane
Why my days are still the same
Same actions,suffer from the pain
I aint a scum why you gotta blame
Watch your mouth Your words are lame
Hook:$hockymic
I'm sad my days are black
抑鬱，日子漸漸灰暗
I'm wack can't feel my breath
覺得自己古怪，很累無法呼吸
Depressed rather get smashed
時而酩酊大醉
Yeah I know that
心知肚明
Sadness， my life a tragic
生活越來越亂
Glad now Im Back and
現在的我整理好自己再次歸來
madness look how Im swaggin
還是曾經那樣瘋狂
Introspecting
以下是對自己的反省
Verse 3:Dr.Free
I thought that I was in Rome
turns out its far from close
People they come and they go
no turning back and I grow
Never thought of getting 18 years old
cherish my childhood but its already gone
brought up steady made decision so bold
alone unknown away from home
effort worth less than donation
clown's my king, its in rotation
different paths in one location
whos wins and who need consolation
Others all envy my life
but they never see my fight
This year determines my life
fake friends cant see my inside
homies all struggle their way
repeating day after day and obey
will some be drifting away
could never challenge the fate but i pray
I transformed in the bast place
6 years with my best mates，we great
I've done much choosing my way
never regret since the day im made