free fall

I ****ing lost
I ****ing lost myself again
In the heat
In the heat of the moment
It's a lost cause I know it
I try to be open
Still this feast will unfold
You dine and you know
How you corrupt my mind
But you can never destroy my hope
I lost myself again stuck
In a free fall
You play the game you always win
In the heat of the moment
I lost myself again
Your spirit is killing me
Stuck in free fall pictures and memories
You play the game you always win
I know things will remain the same
I know I didn't fix anything
I ****ing lost
I ****ing lost myself again
In the heat
In the heat of the moment
It's a lost cause I know it
I try to be open
It's a lost cause I know it
So I aim to pretend
This won't happen again
You can disrupt my mind
But you can never destroy my hope
I lost myself again stuck
In a free fall
You play the game you always win
In the heat of the moment
I lost myself again
Your spirit is killing me
Stuck in free fall pictures and memories
You play the game you always win
You can laugh you can smile
Feel your heart is open
Let your spirit free
In this light I think
I'm starting to see
I know that you're leaving me
And I wish I could feel apathy
Every time I close my eyes
All I see is your anatomy
I know that you're leaving me
And I wish I could feel apathy
Every time I close my eyes
All I see is your anatomy
A taste of what it used to be
Pictures and memories