disgrace

I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
我是個恥辱，我無法被拯救
I try new things, but I can't change
我嘗試新事物，但我無法改變
I pray forgiveness for my ways
我祈求寬恕我的行為
I wish that you would call me back
我希望你能給我回個電話
But you left me in the darkness
但你把我留在黑暗中
I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
我不會一直在你身邊，我很不好
Left me in the darkness
把我留在黑暗中
I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead
我將不在你身邊，我會死去

我感到很沮喪，無法逃避
Feeling ****ed up, I cannot escape
是的，我馬上就來，可能會很好
Yeah I'm on the come up, might be something great
是的，我終於可以發表聲明了
Yeah it's finally time for me to make statements
但是，說實話，我討厭這樣
But, if I'm being honest, I hate this
是的，我從來不想說假話
Yeah I never wanna speak dishonestly
是的，我從沒想過我會看到自己的這一面
Yeah I never thought I'd see this side of me
但我每天晚上都喝得酩酊大醉
But I've been getting wasted every night
不能忍受活著嗎
Can't bare being alive
我努力讓疼痛麻木

你找到了自己，我無法認同
I try so hard to numb the pain
我破壞，燒毀一切
You found yourself, I can't relate
我不想要這個不
I sabotage, burn everything
我是個恥辱，我無法被拯救
I don't want this no
我嘗試新事物，但我無法改變

我祈求寬恕我的行為
I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
我希望你能給我回個電話
I try new things, but I can't change
但你把我留在黑暗中
I pray forgiveness for my ways
我不會一直在你身邊，我很不好
I wish that you would call me back
把我留在黑暗中
But you left me in the darkness
我將不在你身邊，我會死去
I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
是的，讓我依賴的人失望
Left me in the darkness
我不能忍受，我現在就結束這一切
I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead
給我所得罪的人的絕命書

讓水帶走我今晚
Yeah let down the ones I depend on
我這麼努力只是為了取悅你
I can't bare this I might end it all now
有時候我希望我能成為你
Suicide note for everyone that I sinned on
正常的生活，是的，我想要它馬上回來
Let the water take me tonight
這可能是我最後一次了
I try so hard just to please you
我努力讓疼痛麻木
Sometimes I wish I could be you
你找到了自己，我無法認同
Normal life, yeah I want it right back
我破壞，燒毀一切
And I might make this my last time now
我不想要這個不

我是個恥辱，我無法被拯救
I try so hard to numb the pain
我嘗試新事物，但我無法改變
You found yourself, I can't relate
我祈求寬恕我的行為
I sabotage, burn everything
我希望你能給我回個電話
I don't want this no
但你把我留在黑暗中

我不會一直在你身邊，我很不好
I'm a disgrace, I can't be saved
把我留在黑暗中
I try new things, but I can't change
我將不在你身邊，我會死去
I pray forgiveness for my ways
I wish that you would call me back
But you left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'm not fine
Left me in the darkness
I won't be right by your side, I'll be dead