snøw pt. 2

There's holes in the sleeves in my sweater
我毛衣的袖子破了個洞
I love it but know that i'm better
我異常鍾愛它，但要知道我好多了
I 'm jumping from heaven i took off my wings
我從天堂跳下去並取下了我的雙翅
And pray that i'm falling forever
祈禱我永遠墜落
Just grab me ahold of my skin
緊緊捉住我的皮膚
All of these thoughts coming in
這些想法不斷湧進我的腦海裡
Remember i took all these pills and you watched
記得你看著我將所有的藥吞之下肚
Cuz all you could think was revenge
因為你覺得這是對你的一種報復
Our demons look good as a pair
我們邪惡的靈魂看起來彷彿是一對
I can't smell the love in the air
空氣中充斥著戀愛的味道但我卻不曾聞到
I'm hurting myself cuz a moment
因為那一刻，我正在傷害我自己
Alone for me is just too much to bear
孤獨於我而言實在是難以忍受
Roses they falling in the front of my face
玫瑰花瓣飄落在我面前
It hurts to know that you're winning this race
知道你要贏得這場比賽，我真的很傷心
I'm floating in space i just need a taste
我在塵世中漂浮著，因為我只想要一次嘗試
And i fell in love with my grave eyy
而我似乎與餘墓相愛
Find me on the ground
於地上尋我
Kneeling in the snow
於雪中下跪
****** up in my head
一切都似乎搞砸了
So i guess it's time to go
所以，是時候該走了
I don't wanna be alone
我不想一個人
No one wants to be alone
沒有人想要孤單
No one wants to be alone
沒有人想要一個人
No i shouldn't be alone no
不，我並不應該自己一個人的
I'll be dead if you really want
我可以為了你而毀滅
I'll come home if you really want
我也可以為了你而回來
Baby girl they tryna hold me back
我的寶貝女孩他們甚至試圖想要阻止我
**** it i'm still going back
媽的我還是要回去
Going back
回去吧
Miss your touch i know i'm tryna pass
想念你的撫摸，我知道我在過這一關
It's not enough
這還遠遠不夠
Six feet underneath the snow all alone
在雪下六英尺獨自一人
You put scars over my soul baby
你在我的靈魂上留下了傷疤寶貝
You used to hold my potted clothes baby
你一直抱著我那密封著的衣服
You used to call me on my phone baby
也會常打電話給我
Just to tell me i'm the one
告訴我我就是那個人
But now it aint nothing
但是現在這什麼也算不上了
Now we just *******
此刻我們在操罵著
Forget all the messages
忘掉一切
All the discussion and
所有的這些定義以及
All of the times i told you i love you
我跟你說我愛你的一切時光
I been so lonely but i never show you yea
我從未在你面前表露我有多孤單
So we pop another pill for the pain
所以我們取出另一片治愈痛苦的藥
Erasing all the thoughts in my brain
把這些該死的想法從我腦海裡擦掉吧
And i don't even know myself
我甚至認不清我自己
I think that i'm going insane yea
我覺得我真的快要瘋了