Pray for Closure

We can't run away forever
我們永遠無法逃離
Face yourself inside the mirror
面對鏡中的你
Look into your eyes
凝視自己的眼睛
I know it's hard to find what's in your mind, yeah
我知道要看清真實的自己是很難的
Drugs let you avoid your demons
du品能讓你減輕痛苦麻痺自我
But it won't fill the void
但它無法填補內心的無盡空虛
In your heart
在你心裡
I know it's hard
我知道太難
So I just wanna know
所以我只想知道
What I did to deserve this
我該如何才能救你
Feeling I never asked for
我從來沒請求過你
Take it all away for a chance to feel alive again
把一切都帶走吧這是一個重生的機會
Tell me what it is I have to give (What do you want from me?)
告訴我你需要從我這兒得到什麼
Tell me how it feels to wanna live ('Cause I don't understand)
告訴我對生活有所期望是什麼感覺吧（因為我不懂）
Anything about myself at all
關於我的所有
Like all the things I've done that I cannot recall
我想不起來自己做過的一切
So tell me what it is I have to give (What do you want from me?)
所以告訴我你需要從我這兒得到什麼
Tell me how it feels to wanna live ('Cause I don't understand)
告訴我對生活有所期望是什麼感覺吧（因為我不懂）
Told her how it feels to wanna die
告訴她想死的心情是多麼絕望而無助
I say that I'm emotionless but tears flow down my eyes
我說我是沒有感情的但眼淚還是止不住往下掉
I say that I'm afraid of pain but pain helps me survive
我說我怕疼但痛楚又幫我活到現在
Pointless bloodshed, the war over my mind
無意義的流血侵略我整個大腦的思想鬥爭
I hope it gets me high
希望這能讓我過把癮
There's no such thing as gorgeous suicide
沒什麼是比自殺更美妙的了
I've been chasing myself so why can't I see you for miles?
我一直在自我追趕但為什麼一直未見你呢
I've been out of my body so, for me, it's been a while
我的靈魂脫離了這副軀殼對我而言很久以前就已經這樣了
I think maybe I've been plagued since a child
我想也許我自幼就有陰影
Can you delete my file?
你能刪除我的檔案嗎？
Waking up daily
每天醒來
Worrying about the same things
都在擔憂著同樣的事
That hurt me for years and years
這年復一年地煎熬著我
I hope that god eats my fears (Or else I will)
希望神明能讓我的恐懼煙消雲散
Pray for closure
祈禱結束這一切
Can't keep my composure
無法保持鎮靜
When you come around
當你回來
Feel myself breaking down
感覺我支離破碎了
So I just wanna know
所以我只想知道
What I did to deserve this
我該如何才能救你
Feeling I never asked for
我從來沒請求過你
Take it all away for a chance to feel alive again
把一切都帶走吧這是一個重生的機會
Tell me what it is I have to give (What do you want from me?)
告訴我你需要從我這兒得到什麼
Tell me how it feels to wanna live ('Cause I don't understand)
告訴我對生活有所期望是什麼感覺吧（因為我不懂）
Anything about myself at all
關於我的所有
Like all the things I've done that I cannot recall
我想不起來自己做過的一切
So tell me what it is I have to give (What do you want from me? )
所以告訴我你需要從我這兒得到什麼
Tell me how it feels to wanna live ('Cause I don't understand)
告訴我對生活有所期望是什麼感覺吧（因為我不懂）