Recent Illusion

how hard can it be to
擁有一份人人都有的愛情
have an to keep what everyone has?
對我來說會不會過於艱難
out walking the street
在大街上漫無目的的遊蕩
the beautiful meet
和你傾心一見讓我恍神
they're starting to laugh
旁人開始嘲笑我的痴
i know too much
很多事情我了然於胸
i've seen to much
很多事情我見諸於目
i crave too much
很多事情我求之於心
i'm out of touch
我只是會有些迷糊
my recent illusion
近來總是浮想聯翩
blurred out my conclusion
從前的執念也漸淡
there's no-one for me
這裡沒有我的真命天子
i can't do it right
我總是把會事情弄砸
i can't sleep at night
夜深一人唯輾轉難眠
he's all that i see
我的視線所及只有你
i want too much
我所求的不過一份愛
i seek too much
我尋找的不過一份情
i try too much
我可以赴湯蹈火
i'm out of touch
我可以為之失魂
i feel too much
我感傷的不過一份愛
demand too much
我缺失的不過一份情
i lose too much
我失去的不只是愛情
i've lost my butch
我失去了我的摯友（butch是女性同性戀）
i aim high, you aim low
我希望的不應如此你卻只是點到為止
oh, ain't that just the way it goes?
噢為什麼一切就不能如我所願呢
i see sparks, you see none
我們曾有愛情的萌芽你卻視若不見
had i only quit while it was fun
縱使喜你千番我也只能黯然而去