no clarity

RDY

寶貝請不要讓它更難
Baby please dont make it harder
我幾乎要窒息
Im struggling to breathe
不要用你那自欺欺人的態度說你很抱歉
Dont say youre sorry like it matters
因為那對我沒有用
Cause it never did to me
你不認為我們可以解決它但我，不同意
You dont think well work out but I, I disagree
我只能看清現實中的虛無縹緲
Though I dont ever see no clarity except on LSD
我的心跳比暴風雨中的雷電還要快
My heart is beating faster than the lightning in a storm
現在的我冷若冰霜而你能能夠將我融化
Now Im as cold ice you were the one who kept me warm
我嘗試著解脫但你卻幫不了我
And Ive been tryna work this out but youre not helping
你認為你的歇斯底里會幫助我們解決什麼問題呢
How you think we gonna solve anything with you yelling?
我們已經產生信任危機我仍嗜你成癮
Ive got trust issues and addictions
我患得患失
It always feels like somethings missing
每當我對你敞開心扉你卻從不用心傾聽
Whenever I open up you dont listen
我的思緒像囹圄般將我裹脅
Im stuck in my mind like its a prison
我心亂如麻
I cant stop thinking
我無法從心中的狼藉逃脫
Cant get these thoughts out of my head
我總是不知滿足我像個鐘鳴漏盡的朽木
I dont ever get enough maybe Ill end up dead
你不能停下來噸噸噸
You cant stop drinking
在你清醒的時候好好審視你自己
Look at yourself with sober eyes
那對任何人都沒有好處你正在毀了自己的生活
This isnt good for anyone youre ruining your life
我不斷地用刀劃破每一寸肌膚
I cant stop cutting
我不能讓這把刀子離開我
Cant keep this blade away from me
你讓我的生活千瘡百孔正如你所見我自甘墮落
Youve ruined my life, im not doing well you see
你謊話連篇
You cant stop lying
上一次你睡覺是什麼時候？
When was the last time that you slept?
我如果是你我會後悔地徹夜難眠
If I was you Id lay awake all night with regret
我們之間出現隔閡我仍嗜你成癮
Ive got trust issues and addictions
我常常因失落感而惶遽不安
It always feels like somethings missing
當我敞開心扉你卻自顧走開
Whenever I open up you dont listen
思緒像桎梏一般將我囚禁
Im stuck in my mind like its a prison
我無法自拔
Im stuck
寶貝求求你不要再讓它更難了
Baby please dont make it harder
我感到窒息
Im struggling to breathe
不要用那鄭重其辭地口吻來自欺欺人了
Dont say youre sorry like it matters
因為那對我沒有用處
Cause it never did to me
你認為我們不能解決它，但我，不同意
You dont think well work out but I, I disagree
我看不清現實
Though I dont ever see no clarity except on LSD
我的心跳快過雷電
My hearts beating faster than the lightning in a storm
你是將心如寒冰的我融化的那個人
Now Im as cold ice you were the one who kept me warm
我掙扎著想要解脫但你幫不了我
And Ive been tryna work this out but youre not helping
我們如果都只會大喊大叫，又該如何戰勝海上的風浪？
How you think we gonna solve anything with you yelling?