Monsters In My Head

[Intro:]
Monsters, in my head
Monsters, in my head
[Crooked I]
What if I told you I wake up screamin and swingin, dreamin that Im fightin demons
Dreamin Im swingin on heathens, competin and schemin
to eat every piece of my peace when Im sleepin, need a priest and a deacon
Im speakin to preachers, tell em Im only at peace when Im drinkin
Im sinkin deep into hell thinkin Im fiendin for freedom
Cause bein in a well isnt good for my well-bein
A walkin zombie I be comatose
Nobody loves a nobody who probably overdosed
in the lobby of the Omni Hotel, probably find me with an empty bottle of Oxy
Shakin like a earthquakes inside me or I caught the holy ghost
Wonder if therapy could take care of these monsters
before I kill more innocent people than Jared Lee Loughner!
They spit on me, **** on me, society kicked on me, hit on me
til I was sick and exhausted, flipped and I lost it
off hallucinogenics, they usin a clinic, I saw Lucifers image
The elephant in the room are my skeletons in the closet
[Chorus:]
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep
Wake me up before Im dead, dont bury me, with monsters in my head
Monsters in my head, with monsters in my head
And underneath the bed, underneath the bed
[Joell Ortiz]
I always see em out the corner of my eye
Scared to death to fully see em but I try, I just wanna ask em why
they follow me around and they reply when I hear a sound orthey walk by
and give me a chill I cant explain, it feels so strange, is that a high?
My anxietys at an all-time high
One second Im good then I flip a switch and Im thinkin I might die!
These dizzy spells are so annoyin
From the outside lookin in yall think Im enjoyin myself, I need help man Im destroyin
every positive force, with all these negative thoughts
How can I find happiness when I cant remember its lost?
I do so many temporary things to smile for just a minute
Hat low but not for style, Im tryin to hide under my fitted
Dawg its wild, you wouldnt get it!
Try my best to make erybody laugh, but thats just a disguise, Im really timid
Somebody make these feelings go away, forget it, thats my problem
Yall go head - I hate these monsters in my head
[Chorus]
[Royce Da 59']
Uhh, its lights out like where the Amish stay
Pappy you cant tax me, Im like Wesley Snipes in the sovereign states
Im a survivin walkin oxymoron, obviously I can say
that I am alive and Im tryin to die this way
Yall on yall faggot ****, Im on my draggin my Magnum clip
with monsters in my head like Earvin Magic ****
****** (dessert) me like eatin after the entrée
But Ima keep it 3000 like after the André
Ive adapted to a private life , yeah right
Me sayin that is like sayin Im shootin dice on a floor made out of dice
I made out alive this chaotic life
I just figured just quit givin **** to trick *****es and stay out of fights
But Im on my high snortin
You see this (Monster Ball) is like seein Halle Berry and Billy Bob Thornton
Its ****IN classic! As far as rap
I wish I could wrap it in plastic and stick it up your ****in ass
Cause, Im a MONSTER!
[echoes]
[Chorus]
[Joe Budden]
Take heed to what Im givin you, the beefin is habitual
He just ridicules, wants me in critical, will appease and get rid of you
Maybe the only thing I seek is biblical
When the scars are internal when the bleedin is invisible
Got a friend named depression, a pill I take to relax him
but when he regurgitates it the aches you just couldnt fathom
Got a few talents, but lookin for a new challenge
Ill let you walk in my shoes once I find a (New Balance)
With faith I stand peaceful, I know ery mans equal
So Im playin with the (Monstars) like a Space Jam sequel
Give em two choices, since they dont wanna do the least
They em they can get off my ****, or renew the lease
Persevere though my bed is corrupt, expect I give up
when left to destruct, but I give less than a ****!
Sit back comfortably, react to what they want with me
The bright side is they keep an insomniac company