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Father forgive me for you know that i am always sinning.I tend to watch this body then more liquor ******* up my system.Excuse my language thats a hang up on how shitty ive been feeling.Im sorry Ive failed now with traction, and now thats it been a privilege.Cause ive been so alone for so long.
神父，原諒我有罪。我習慣借酒精摧毀我自己直到崩潰，我也曾悔過，但我每次都保證這是最後一次，可能因為。我孤獨太久了吧。