Televangelist

My heart is gonna eat itself
我的心快要吞噬自己
I dont need anybodys help
我不需要任何人的幫助
Its just me the vacant and nobody else
只有我，空虛的我，沒有其他人
At least thats what I tell myself
至少這是我告訴自己的
Im an amputee with a phantom touch
我是一個有幻想觸覺的被截肢者
Leaning on an invisible crutch
倚靠著並不存在的拐杖
Pinned to the mattress like an insect to styrofoam
被釘在床上就像困在泡沫塑料裡的昆蟲
Calling out from my bedroom alone
孤獨地從臥室里大喊
I know whats in my cannibal chest
我知道什麼存在於我自噬的胸膛中
Thats been dug out like a strip mine till theres nothing left
它像礦一樣被挖空
Hold the chorus in between my ears until I go deaf
讓我耳際的歌聲飄蕩直到我變聾
That remind me exactly what I am every chance they get
它們不斷地提醒著我究竟是誰
Am I a masochist screaming televangelist
我是一個受虐狂，一個大喊大叫的電視佈道者嗎
Clutching my crucifix of white noise and static
緊緊攫住那用電視的白噪音構成的十字架
All my prayers are just apologies
我所有的禱告都是道歉
Hold out a flare until you come for me
伸出照明彈直到你走向我
Do I turn into light if I burn alive
如果我活著燃燒我會變成光嗎
If I burn alive
如果我活著燃燒