Ethel (Pluto Tapes)

I dont know how to say (oh) were long gone
我不知道該如何開口，我們漸行漸遠
Were gone, long gone, gone
我們漸遠漸散
I dont show, that it went wrong, that Im not strong (oh)
我沒在辯解，確實是有些問題，儘管我不足夠強大
Not strong, not strong, strong
不足夠堅強
Over the years you have changed me
這麼多年，你對我影響很深
And every time Im near you you distort my reality
每當我在你身邊，我就會變得面目全非
Why cant I just quit you
為什麼我就是無法放棄你

你教會我要勇於發聲
You taught me to speak up if I wanna be heard
你以為我會理解的，去變得堅強，但我並不堅強
Youd think that I woulda learned, to be strong, Im not strong
隨著時間的推移，不知道我該說些什麼
And over time Im stumbling over my words
我自作自受，你就是我無藥可醫的心頭病
Im getting what I deserve, youre a disease without a cure
這麼多年，你對我影響很深
Over the years you have changed me
每當我在你身邊，我就會變得面目全非
And every time Im near you you distort my reality
為什麼我就是無法放棄你
Why cant I just quit you
我感覺如果我再等下去，我就要呼吸困難了

當你讓我情緒低落的時候，我說服自己這是你讓我變得頑強的一種方式
I feel like if I wait here too much longer, feel like Im going to blow
讓我...讓我情緒低落
Convinced myself that youre making me stronger, when youve been bringing me low
這麼多年，你對我影響很深
Bringing me, bringing me low
每當我在你身邊，我就會變得面目全非
Over the years you have changed me
為什麼我就是無法放棄你
And every time Im near you you distort my reality
Why cant I just quit you