Go Home
Julien Baker
Go Home 歌詞
I went walking again
我又開溜了
I'll go out and forget to tell
我逃走
Any of my friends where I'm going
沒告訴任何人我去了哪
I'm just drunk on the side of the road
我在路邊爛醉如泥
你找到我的時候我倒在下水溝裡
In a ditch when you find me
我想回家但是我全身無力
I wanna go home but I'm sick
我的血管裡流的全是威士忌
There's more whiskey than blood in my veins
肺裡的焦油多過空氣
More tar than air in my lungs
我打出的一連串電話
The strung out call I make
消聲在高速路的邊際
Burned down on the edge of the highway
很抱歉麻煩你
I'm sorry for asking but please
但請帶我回家吧
Come take me home
我不說話了
I quit talking again
但我知道你仍留著耳朵
But I know you're still listening to see
看我有沒有睡著或劃傷自己
If I sleep or I pierce my skin
用針刺著身上的破衣服
Needles to the worn out rags
我胳膊上的褶皺是令人噁心的黑色
The folds in my arms the sickening black
我還沒吃藥呢
And I haven't been taking my meds
把所用的櫃子都鎖起來把我放到床上去
Lock all the cabinets send me to bed
我知道你還在擔心
Cause I know you're still worried
擔心我會害怕
I'm gonna get scared
因為我又孤零零一個人了
Cause I'm alone again
我不喜歡我看到的東西
And I don't like the things I see
我還沒吃藥
And I haven't been taking my meds
把所用的櫃子都鎖起來把我放到床上去
So lock all the cabinets and send me to bed
我知道你還在擔心
Cause I know you're still worried
擔心我會害怕
I'm gonna get scared again
用廚房清潔劑給我洗胃
And make my insides clean with your kitchen bleach
我已經和麵池纏綿得夠久了我吐夠了
But I've kissed enough bathroom sinks
為不愛自己的人打扮妝容
To make up for the lovers that never loved me
我的身體就是隨意丟棄的髒衣服吧
And I know my body is just dirty clothes
我洗手洗累了
I'm tired of washing my hands
讓我回家吧 我想回家啊
God I wanna go home