Memorial

So much for you.
I cant take this life.
To be with you
Only pushes me, deeper down.
Guilt pain and sorrow.
Are what haunt me still
Waking tomorrow
Will I feel the same?
Memories breaking me.
Kill what
I used to be.
Wandering on,
I know misery
Alone in silence.
All I had before, gone from me.
Look to the past
For any comforting.
Happiness lasts
Only when your dead.
Memories breaking me.
Kill what
I used to be.
Can I feel again...
Emotions that have brought me here.
Lost somewhere in time.
Never to return again.
Memories breaking me.
Kill what
I used to be.
Falling back on myself.
For I know no one else