Run

I need to look
A certain way
I break my back
With heavy weights
Whod want me if
Im out of shape
I thought being a man
Was determined by a scale of how attractive I am
Staring at the peoples bodies
Like theyre my competition
How can wanting to be healthy be an addiction
I just keep running, running, running
I just keep running, running, running
And I dont stop, no
I just dont stop
Heartbeat racing, still I dont stop
I just keep running, running, running
I need to look
A certain way
Im trying to lose
This baby face
Everything hurts
Beauty is pain
I thought being a man
Was determined by the callouses that cover my hands
And I said that Im not leaving till I see definition
Am I weak if I dont push myself to the limit?
I just keep running, running, running
I just keep running, running , running
And I dont stop, no
I just dont stop
Heartbeat racing, still I dont stop
I just keep running, running, running
Maybe Ill never be happy
With the reflection staring at me
Is that why Im so hard on myself?
Or am I just running from something else?
Running, running, running
Running, running, running