Big Lie

Ohhh.
I gotta secret, it's haunting me
Sometimes I wanna tell you,
I'm not what I seem.
It breaks my heart, when I look in your eyes
You see me smile, but I'm alone inside.
Happiness depends on the silence that I keep.
I know that I should tell you,
I can't bring myself to speak
I'm so disguised, I don't know what's true.
I kills me when I see what it does, to you.
It's a big big lie,
You're about to see through
and I don't know why, it's all that I can do
It's a big big lie,
I'm hiding from you
I don't love myself, how can I love you?
How can I love you?
I toss and turn, I can't sleep.
Why am I so lonely when your right next to me?
It's building up inside me, I can hardly breathe,
You're lying there so peaceful, I just wanna scream
It's a big big lie,
You're about to see through
and I don't know why, it's all that I can do
It's a big big lie,
I'm hiding from you
I don't love myself, how can I love you?
How can I love you?
I keep thinking that you're gonna hear it,
Hear the words that I don't say, yeah.
Someone tell me how long,
Oh how long I can live my life this way? Yeahhhh yeahhh
You're about to see through
and I don't know why, it's all that I can do
It's a big lie,
I'm hiding from you
I don't love myself, how can I love you? ohhh.
How can I love you? ohhh.
How can I love you? nooooo.
How can I love you?