Holding Back The Years

Holding back the years
忍了這麼多年
Thinking of the fear I've had so long
回想起我長久以來的惴惴不安
When somebody hears
當有人知道
Listen to the fear that's gone
聽從過去的恐懼安排

父親的期望讓我近乎窒息
Strangled by the wishes of pater
渴望投入母親的懷抱
Hoping for the arms of mater
可是從來都沒有
Get to me the sooner or later
克制了這麼多年
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希望有機會逃避我所知道的一切
Holding back the years
我忍住淚水
Chance for me to escape from all I've known
可是一切都不會再有變化了
Holding back the tears
我浪費了太多眼淚
Cause nothing here has grown
傷心難過了太久
I've wasted all my tears
一切都沒能好起來
Wasted all those years
什麼都不能
And nothing had the chance to be good
我仍會堅持
Nothing ever could yeah
一直堅持

淚如雨下
I'll keep holding on
這些年我是那麼難過
So tight
一切都沒能好起來

一點也沒有
I've wasted all my tears
我仍會堅持
Wasted all of those years
一直一直堅持
And nothing had the chance to be good
這是我迄今為止唯一所能做的了
Cause nothing ever could oh yeah
我能說的都說完了

這是我擁有的一切
I'll keep holding on
我所想說的全部都寫在這裡了
Holding, holding, holding

[03:48.04]That's all I have today
[03:52.45]It's all I have to say