Butterfly

Sometimes I wish I could be a butterfly
有時真希望自己是只蝴蝶
Flying by, flying high
飛來飛去
Sometimes I have visions of suicide
有時我能看到自殺的幻象
Take it away, help me erase
把它帶走將它抹去
Oh yea, oh yea
Oh yea, oh yea
Why dont you take it away, help me erase
你為什麼不把它帶走不幫我將它抹去
Oh yea, oh yea
Oh yea, oh yea
Im just a young nigga that noone knew
我是個無人問津的年輕人
I grew alone to be alone is nothing new
我獨自成長為孤單一人這不是什麼新鮮事
With the whole world in front of me
整個世界在我面前
Wrote this song here for the bitches that front on me
寫下這首歌給我面前的那些賤人
And niggas that stunt on me
和那些阻礙我的傢伙
I walked the school halls they would call me a wannabe
當我走在教學樓裡他們會說我是學人精
I did the small shows that nobody would come to see
我準備過小舞台卻根本沒人來看
I gave in to madness I would cave in to sadness
我向氣惱屈服我向悲傷認輸
I would only imagine that
我只能幻想著
Id become a nigga like this
我會變成一個這樣的人
Imma chase my dreams with a suicide wish
我會追逐夢想這是我的夙願
All these motherfuckers treat me like a side dish
所有這些混球只把我當作配菜
They come like the crystals when Im making acid
他們像我制迷幻藥時的晶體一樣自然而然地出現
When I aint had no friends I was on my grind
那時我沒有任何朋友整天做著苦差事
I cannot pretend, got my dividends
我不假裝我拿到了我的那份錢
As a middle man
作為一個中間人
Now I can make a fam I can cop a benz
現在的我能組建家庭也開得起奔馳
Aint no stopping him
仍不能阻擋他
Under pressure from the evils up above
承受著上方的惡魔帶來的重壓
Sometimes I wish I could be a butterfly
有時真希望自己是只蝴蝶
Flying by, flying high
飛來飛去
Sometimes I have visions of suicide
有時我能看到自殺的幻象
Take it away, help me erase
把它帶走將它抹去
Oh yea
Oh yea, oh yea
Fuckin nigga you dont like me
該死的混球你們並不喜歡我
Youre just using me
你們只是在利用我
All this friendliness is new to me
這些友好的嘴臉對我而言都是新的
Who are you to me?
對我來說你們又算什麼?
When them highschool parties got to jumping not including me
高中那時的趴體我從不會被邀請
I dont trust nobody now cause everybody cool with me
現在的我不再信任何人因為每個人都對我太好
But you just want what I got
你們是想要我擁有的東西
But when I needed rides never had a spot
當我需要搭便車的時候從來沒有我的位置
But look at how them tables got them nice turn tops
看看他們山中無老虎老鼠(mice)稱大王
Its time for you to wonder if I fuck with you or not
現在輪到你們去想我願不願意理你們
You are not, you are not
沒你的份沒你們的份
Claim youre real but you are not
你說你很真誠但你並不是
And since I left the 285 a nigga learned a lot
當我離開285 給一個黑鬼上了一課
The wicked make it in this game the real ones they do not
壞傢伙們總能在人生的遊戲裡成功真實的人們卻做不到
So all my heros fake and all my idols false and forgot that
所以我的英雄都是假的我的偶像都是錯的忘了吧
Theyre the only reason I was breathing
他們曾是我仍在呼吸的唯一理由
When I was fourteen I was thinking bout leaving
十四歲那年我曾想要離開
Alone up in my room with guitars every weekday every weekend
一個人一把吉他待在房間裡沒日沒夜
And a hand full of pills nobody knew about my secrets
還有一把藥沒有人知道我的這些秘密
Sometimes I wish I could be a butterfly
有時真希望自己是只蝴蝶
Flying by, flying high
飛來飛去
Sometimes I have visions of suicide
有時我能看到自殺的幻象
Take it away, help me erase
把它帶走將它抹去
Ohyea
Oh yea