Dying to Live

You know Ive heard it said theres beauty in distortion.
我聽說世間有種無法摹狀的美麗
By some people whove withdrawn to find their heads
超脫物外的人們爭相追尋
Now they say that there is humor in misfortune
他們又說塞翁失馬焉知非福
You know I wonder if theyll laugh when I am dead
我只想知道自己死後會否淪為笑柄
Why am I fighting to live if I m just living to fight?
如果我為戰而生又何苦為生而戰
Why am I trying to see when there aint nothing in sight?
為何眼前空無一物我卻拼命尋找
Why am I trying to give when no one gives me a try?
為何我苦苦付出即使無人給予援手
Why am I dying to live if Im just living to die?
如果死是結局為何我還拼死生存
You know some people say that values are subject
有人說每個人都有存在的價值
But theyre just speaking words that someone else has said.
但為何他們又重複著多數人的價值觀
And so they live and fight and kill with no objective.
盲目地追尋那所謂的意義
Sometimes its hard to tell the living from the dead.
有時真是很難辨別雖死猶生與行屍走肉
Why am I fighting to live if I m just living to fight?
如果我為戰而生又何苦為生而戰
Why am I trying to see when there aint nothing in sight?
為何眼前空無一物我卻拼命尋找
Why am I trying to give when no one gives me a try ?
為何我苦苦付出即使無人給予援手
Why am I dying to live if Im just living to die?
如果死是結局為何我還拼死生存
You know I used to weave my words into confusion.
你知道我說話總是雲山霧罩
And so I hope youll understand me when I m through
所以希望你能從我的經歷中明白這一切
You know I used to live my life as an illusion,
你知道我總是愛幻想
But reality will make my dreams come true.
但相信現實會把這一切實現
So Ill keep fighting to live till theres no reason tofight
所以我會繼續鬥爭直到無事需要鬥爭
And Ill keep trying to see until the end is in sight
我會繼續探尋直到得到萬物的真理
You know Im trying to give so cmon give me a try
來幫我一把吧你知道我在默默付出
You know Im dying to live until Im ready to die
我會堅持到了無心願才閉上雙眼