LA int我 (orchestral)

When youre talking, Im staring through thin air to nothing
When I wake up, Im crawling right back in the covers
Maybe Im scared of building up cause I wont jump in
You know I try, but I just dont think I can trust it

And part of me wants to stop
But this just aint good enough
A generalized state of nothing to lose
But what if I, what if I , what if I, what if I do?
And Im terrified that Ill never choose, no
Cause what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?
Maybe Ill cross that line one year when Im makin my move
Im just tryna get to LA in two, but dont wanna go without you
And Im terrified that Im gonna lose, yeah
Cause what if I, what if I, what if I do?

Fear of missing out makes me miss how it wasnt
Whenever I take my time, Im wasting my resources
Livin without you isnt really what I want, yeah?

And part of me wants to stop
Cause what if I **** it up?
A generalized state of nothing to lose
But what if I, what if I, what if I , what if I do?
And Im terrified that Ill never choose, no
Cause what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?
Maybe Ill cross that line one year when Im makin my move
Im just tryna get to LA in two, but dont wanna go without you
And Im terrified that Im gonna lose, yeah
Cause what if I, what if I, what if I do ?

Tell me to give it up
Cause when does this even stop?
Cant tell what feels right or wrong
I cant leave here if you wont go
A generalized state of nothin to lose
But what if I, what if I , what if I do?
Im terrified that Ill never choose
Yeah, what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?
Maybe Ill cross that line one year when Im makin my move
Im just tryna get to LA in two, I dont wanna go without you
Im terrified that Im gonna lose, yeah
Cause what if I, I, what if I do?