Stan

後期：一隻麵條
My teas gone cold Im wondering why I
我的茶涼了不知道為什麼
got out of bed at all
我總是輾轉難眠
The morning rain clouds up my window
早晨的雨遮住了我的窗戶
and I cant see at all
我根本就看不清
And even if I could itll all be gray
即使我能看清它也是灰濛蒙的一片
but your picture on my wall
但你的照片在我的牆上
It reminds me that its not so bad
它提醒著我這不算壞
its not so bad
還不算太壞
My teas gone cold Im wondering why I
我的茶涼了不知道為什麼
got out of bed at all
我總是輾轉難眠
The morning rain clouds up my window
早晨的雨遮住了我的窗戶
and I cant see at all
我根本就看不清
And even if I could itll all be gray
即使我能看清它也是灰濛蒙的一片
but your picture on my wall
但你的照片在我的牆上
It reminds me that its not so bad
它提醒著我這不算壞
its not so bad
還不算太壞
rap：Dear Slim I wrote but you still aint callin
親愛的斯利姆我向你寫信但你仍未答复
I left my cell my pager and my home phone at the bottom
我把我的地址我家裡的電話都寫在信末了
I sent two letters back in autumn you must not-a got em
我秋天寫了兩封信你一定都沒有收到
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
可能是郵局或者其他地方出了點問題什麼的
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot em
有時候我總是會草草的描寫地址
but anyways **** it whats been up Man hows your daughter
但又能怎樣呢管它呢你的女兒好嗎
My girlfriends pregnant too Im bout to be a father
我的女友懷孕了我馬上就要當父親了
If I have a daughter guess what Ima call her
如果是一個女兒你猜猜我會取給她什麼名字
Ima name her Bonnie
我會取名為邦妮
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too Im sorry
我也讀到了你叔叔羅尼的事對此我深感歉意
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didnt want him
我有一個朋友因為有個女人不要他就自殺了
I know you probably hear this everyday but Im your biggest fan
我知道你可能每天都聽到這種事但我可是你的忠實粉絲
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
我甚至還搞到了你和Skam一起做的地下音樂
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
我的房間都貼滿了你的海報和照片
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too that shit was fat
我也喜歡你和Rawkus做的那些音樂那些音樂真是太棒了
Anyways I hope you get this man hit me back
無論怎樣我很希望你能看見這封信給我回信吧盡快回我
just to chat truly yours your biggest fan
我們只是聊聊而已只是聊聊天你真摯的歌迷
This is Stan
斯坦
My teas gone cold Im wondering why I
我的茶涼了不知道為什麼
got out of bed at all
我總是輾轉難眠
The morning rain clouds up my window
早晨的雨遮住了我的窗戶
and I cant see at all
我根本就看不清
And even if I could itll all be gray
即使我能看清它也是灰濛蒙的一片
but your picture on my wall
但是你的照片在我的牆上
It reminds me that its not so bad
它提醒著我這不算壞
its not so bad
還不算太壞
rap：Dear Slim you still aint called or wrote I hope you have a chance
親愛的斯利姆你仍然沒有回复希望有機會你能回信
I aint mad - I just think its *** *ED UP you dont answer fans
我還沒生氣我只是認為你不給歌迷回复簡直太糟糕
If you didnt wanna talk to me outside your concert
如果你不想在劇場外理我
you didnt have to but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
你可以不理但至少應該為馬修簽個名
Thats my little brother man hes only six years old
那是我的弟弟他只有六歲
We waited in the blistering cold for you
我們在該死的寒風中等了四個小時
four hours and you just said No
可你只是說了個不
Thats pretty shitty man - youre like his ****in idol
這太太太糟糕了伙計那個小傢伙可是把你當成了他的偶像
He wants to be just like you man he likes you more than I do
他想成為你一樣的人他比我更喜歡你
I aint that mad though I just dont like bein lied to
我沒那么生氣我只是不喜歡被欺騙
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if Id write you
記得我們在丹佛的相遇嗎你說如果我寫信(丹佛：美國科羅拉多州的一個合併市縣）
you would write back - see Im just like you in a way
你會回信的我在某方面很像你
I never knew my father neither
我也不知道我爸是誰
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
他總是背著我媽媽在外面鬼混而且還虐待她
I can relate to what youre saying in your songs
我能在你的歌裡看到自己
so when I have a shitty day I drift away and put em on
所以在那些心情沮喪的日子裡我就飆著車漂著移聽著你的歌
cause I dont really got shit else so that shit helps when Im depressed
因為只有你的歌能幫我
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
我甚至在胸口紋上你的名字
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
有時我也割開手腕看它到底能流多少血
Its like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush for me
那樣非常刺激那些痛處一陣陣向我襲來
See everything you say is real and I respect you cause you tell it
看吧你說的什麼事都是對的我尊重你因為你告訴了我
My girlfriends jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
我女友開始嫉妒因為我24小時都在談論你
But she dont know you like I know you Slim no one does
但她不像我一樣了解你沒人能
She dont know what it was like for people like us growin up
她不會明白有著我們這樣成長經歷的人
You gotta call me man Ill be the biggest fan youll ever lose
你一定要回信我是你永遠不能失去的最忠實的歌迷
Sincerely yours Stan -- P S
最忠實的歌迷斯坦
We should be together too
P.S：我們應該在一起的
My teas gone cold Im wondering why I
我的茶涼了不知道為什麼
got out of bed at all
我總是輾轉難眠
The morning rain clouds up my window
早晨的雨遮住了我的窗戶
and I cant see at all
我根本就看不清
And even if I could itll all be gray
即使我能看清它也是灰濛蒙的一片
but your picture on my wall
但你的相片在我的牆上
It reminds me that its not so bad
它提醒著我這不算壞
its not so bad
還不算太壞
rap：Dear Mister Im Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans
親愛的“從不理粉絲先生”
thisll be the last package I ever send your ass
這可能是我最後一次給你寄包裹了
Its been six months and still no word - I dont deserve it
都已經六個月了你一聲都不吭難道我不配收到你的回信嗎
I know you got my last two letters
我知道你收到了最近的兩封信我把地址寫得清清楚楚
I wrote the addresses on em perfect
我把地址寫得清清楚楚
So this is my cassette Im sending you I hope you hear it
這回是我要寄給你的磁帶我希望你能聽到
Im in the car right now Im doing 90 on the freeway
我正在開車時速90英里每小時(90英里約是144.837公里）
Hey Slim I drank a fifth of vodka you dare me to drive
嘿斯利姆我喝了五瓶伏特加你說我還能開車嗎
You know the song by Phil Collins In the Air of the Night
你知道Phil Collins的一首歌《The Air In The Night》嗎
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
講的是有一個人可以救另一個落水的人
but didnt then Phil saw it all then at a a show he found him
但那傢伙沒有去救而菲爾看到了事件的全部過程然後在一場表演時落水者的鬼魂找上了他
Thats kinda how this is you coulda rescued me from drowning
那有點像我們的這種情況你本可以救我
Now its too late - Im on a 1000 downers now Im drowsy
但已經太晚了我早已吃下1000片助（安）眠藥昏昏欲睡
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
我想要的只是一封該死的回信
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
我想讓你知道我從牆上撕下了你所有的照片
I love you Slim we coulda been together think about it
斯利姆我愛你我們本該在一起的想想吧
You ruined it now I hope you cant sleep and you dream about it
而你卻毀了這一切我詛咒你也不安眠我會出現在你夢裡
And when you dream I hope you cant sleep and you SCREAM about it
我會讓你在夢中尖叫著嚇醒
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you cant BREATHE without me
我希望你的良知將你一點點吞噬詛咒你離開我你就不能呼吸
See Slim screaming Shut up bitch Im tryin to talk
看看吧斯利姆閉嘴碧池我在說話呢
Hey Slim thats my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
嘿斯利姆那是我的女友在後備箱中尖叫
but I didnt slit her throat I just tied her up see I aint like you
但我沒有切開她的喉嚨我只是把她綁了起來看吧我不像你一樣
cause if she suffocates shell suffer more and then shell die too
因為窒息會讓她更痛苦而且她馬上也要死掉了
Well gotta go Im almost at the bridge now
好了該掛斷了我已經到橋上了
Oh shit I forgot howm I supposed to send this shit out
噢見鬼我忘記了我怎麼才能把磁帶寄出去呢
My teas gone cold Im wondering why I
我的茶涼了不知道為什麼
got out of bed at all
我總是輾轉難眠
The morning rain clouds up my window
早晨的雨遮住了我的窗戶
and I cant see at all
我根本就看不清
And even if I could itll all be gray
即使我能看清它也是灰濛蒙的一片
but your picture on my wall
但你的相片在我的牆上
It reminds me that its not so bad
它提醒著我這不算壞
its not so bad
還不算太壞
rap：Dear Stan I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
親愛的斯坦我想盡快的回信但我真的是太忙
You said your girlfriends pregnant now how far along is she
你說你的女友懷孕了她還有多久生產
Look Im really flattered you would call your daughter that
聽著我很榮幸你能給你女兒起名叫邦妮
and heres an autograph for your brother
並且我有一份送你弟弟的簽名
I wrote it on the Starter cap
我把它寫在了你的棒球帽上
Im sorry I didnt see you at the show I musta missed you
我很抱歉我沒能在演出時見你我一定不小心錯過了你
Dont think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
不要認為我是故意地瞧不起你
But whats this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too
但是你說你也喜歡割自己的手腕是什麼情況
I say that shit just clowning dogg
我在歌中說的只不過是玩笑話而已
cmon - how ****ed up is you
伙計你怎麼能把它當真
You got some issues Stan I think you need some counseling
你的思想有些問題斯坦我想你可能需要些諮詢
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
來幫助你不去做一些瘋狂的舉動
And whats this shit about us meant to be together
還有你說的“我們注定在一起”是什麼意思
That type of shitll make me not want us to meet each other
這種類型的話只會使我不想認識你
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
我打心底認為你和你的女友需要彼此
or maybe you just need to treat her better
或者你只需要對她好點
I hope you get to read this letter I just hope it reaches you in time
我希望你有機會看到這封信希望這封信及時送到你手上
before you hurt yourself I think that youll be doin just fine
趕在你傷害自己之前我覺得你現在或許還好
if you relax a little Im glad I inspire you but Stan
如果這封信能讓你輕鬆一點的話我會很高興但是斯坦
why are you so mad Try to understand that I do want you as a fan
你為什麼那么生氣試著理解一下我我確實想讓你作為我的粉絲
I just dont want you to do some crazy shit
我只是不想你去做一些瘋狂的事
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
我在新聞上看到了一篇發生在幾週前讓我很不舒服的事
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
一個人醉酒駕車從橋上墜落
and had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was pregnant with his kid
把他的女友關在後備箱裡她還懷著孕
and in the car they found a tape but they didnt say who it was to
在車裡警方發現了一個錄音帶但他們沒有透露是給誰的
Come to think about his name was it was you
試著好好想想吧他的名字是...是你
Damn
他媽的