On My Own

On my own
形单影只
Pretending he's beside me
自欺他就在身旁
All alone
孑然一人
I walk with him till morning
随其漫步到黎明
Without him
没有他
I feel his arms around me
仍能感觉拥抱的温度
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
当我迷途，只需阖眼
And he has found me
他便能找到我的身影

雨中，路面闪耀如银
In the rain the pavement shines like silver
水面，华灯亦真亦幻
All the lights are misty in the river
夜里，火树缀满银花
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
而我，心在与他终老
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
心知肚明，只是一厢情愿
And I know it's only in my mind
自言自语，而非与其倾谈
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
虽然自知，我不在他眼中
And although I know that he is blind
仍然自欺，我们还未缘尽
Still I say, there's a way for us
我爱他

但，每当夜晚蹑足而去
I love him
他亦离开
But when the night is over
河水，还是河水
He is gone
没有他
The river's just a river
世界面目全非
Without him
绿叶凋尽
The world around me changes
街上只剩陌生人
The trees are bare and everywhere
我爱他
The streets are full of strangers
但每日，我都更清晰地意识到

终其一生
I love him
我一直在自欺欺人
But every day I'm learning
没有我
All my life
他的世界仍运转如常
I've only been pretending
那块充满幸福的梦土
Without me
我永远无法步入
His world would go on turning
我爱他
A world that's full of happiness
我爱他
That I have never known
我爱他

但只是一厢情愿
I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own