Dear God

I just want to make this clear (Listen)
我只想澄清这一点
I am a believer
我是个信徒
But sometimes it gets hard (Listen)
但有时信仰之路也会变得崎岖
My name is Dax (Dear God)
我的名字是Dax
Dear God
敬爱的主啊
There’s a lot of questions that I have about the past (Can you hear me?)
关于过去我有千千万万个疑问（你可否听到我？）
And I don’t want hear it from a human you made it
我不想从由你所造的人类口中得到答案
So you’re the last person that I’m ever gonna ask
所以你才是我要询问的对象
Tell me what’s real, tell me what’s fake
告诉我孰为真假
Why is everything about you a debate? (Why?)
为何人们一提起你就是喋喋不休的争论（为什么）
What’s the point of love?
爱的意义为何
Every time I’ve showed it I was broken and it’s forced me just to only wanna hate
每次我以爱示人结果却落得遍体鳞伤 甚至令我不禁心生憎恨
Why’s there only one you but multiple religions? (Why?)
为什么明明只有你一个神却衍生出这么多宗教？
Why does every conversation end in a division? (Why?)
为什么每一次的谈论都会以分歧告终
Why does everybody want to tell us how to live
为什么每个人都想指教我们如何生存
But they won’t listen to the same damn message that they giving? (**** them!)
可是他们硬塞给你的教条他们自己却不见得去遵循
Tell me how to feel, tell me what’s wrong
要如何感受你的存在，哪里出问题了
I tried to call, pick up the phone (Pick up!)
我试过与你联络，拿起“电话”
I’m on my own
却不过是自言自语
Everybody says you’re coming back, then man why the hell's it taking so long?
人人都说你即将再临世界，为什么还要等如此之久？
Why do I hurt? (Why?)
为什么我会受伤？
Why is there pain?
为什么痛苦要存在？
Why does everything good always have to change? (Why!)
为什么世界上所有的美好都无法长存？
Why does everybody try to profit off another man's work then destroy it just for monetary gain?
为什么每个人都想方设法榨取他人辛勤的劳作 然后为了一己之利摧毁这些努力的成果？
Tell me are you black or are you white?
你的肤色到底是黑还是白？
I don’t even really care I just really want to know what’s right (I don't care)
我一点也不在乎，这世上的是非黑白才是我所想分明
They been saying one thing but I’ve been looking in the book
他们口中所说的大同小异 可我也曾饱阅圣经
And it seems like they’ve been lying for my whole damn life
仿佛是他们用奸诈的谎言欺骗了我的一生
Tell me where I’m going (Where?)
我的人生终点在何处？
Is it heaven or hell?
是天堂抑或地狱？
I just hope this message greets you well
但愿这些疑问能予你诚挚的问候
I had a dream that I was walking with the devil
我梦见过自己与魔鬼同行
Don’t remember how it feels but I swear that I remember the smell
虽已不记得那糟糕的感觉 可那滋味似曾相识
Looked me right into my eyes and told me everything I wanted could be mine if I gave up and decided to sell
若我放弃自我出卖灵魂 可否直视我的双眼说出所有我想知道的答案
But I said I’d rather die then get mine now I’m here no fear one man with a story to tell
但我说过我会宁死不屈 此刻我会问心无愧地袒露那些种种经历
Dear God
敬爱的主啊
Where were you when I needed it?
我需要帮助时你在哪里？
When I ****ed up and repeated it?
当我搞砸一切 万劫不复时你在哪里？
When they set the bar and I exceeded it? (Where were you??)
当我却凭己之力越过他们舍下不公的障碍（你可有出现）
My life is like a book that they’ve been judging by a cover
我的人生像是一本书籍 他们却从封面以偏概全
But have never took the time to ****ing read the shit (****!)
但从未打开篇章去了解里面的事实
I remember telling you my goals and my dreams but you didn’t even answer so I guess you didn’t believe in it
还记得我向你说过我的人生目标和梦想 但你从未回应 我猜也许连你也不会相信
I remember sitting with a gun to my head trying to ask you for some help but I guess you didn’t believe in it!
还记得我无力独坐用枪指着太阳穴 想向你寻求一丝帮助 可你对我的困境视若无睹
I don’t want religion I need that spirituality
不想要死板的宗教信条 而是要温暖的精神寄托
I don’t want a church I need people to call a family
不需要机械冰冷的教会，而是要情浓于血的弟兄姊妹
I don’t wanna tell my sins to another sinner just because he’s got a robe and he went to some academy
我不愿向另一个罪人忏悔，就凭他身穿圣袍读过神学院
I don't wanna read it in a book, I wanna hear it from you
不愿在经文里寻求出路 更想从你那得到指引
Don’t wanna learn it in my school because they’re hiding the truth (Swear..)
不愿在学校里寻找真理 因为他们只会掩埋真相
Don’t wanna talk about it to another ****ing human being and that's only reason that I even stepped in this booth
不愿和另一个人类作无谓的交谈 正因此我才会踏入这灵魂的交流处
Dear God
敬爱的主啊
How do I take this darkness and turn it into light? (Talk to me)
我要怎样才能把邪恶的黑暗转化为圣洁的光芒？（告诉我吧）
How do believe in a concept where I speak to a man I’ve never seen with my own two eyes? (How?)
这口说无凭未曾亲眼见证过的理念我要如何相信
How do I know that religion wasn’t made just to separate the world and create a whole disguise just to keep us in these chains while the rich get richer and the poor pray to you and perpetuate a lie?
怎么才能知道宗教的出现不是为了分裂这个世界，在贫富分化愈演愈烈 穷人还祷告寄予你希望时 掩盖我们饱受奴役的事实
How do I know this ain't some big joke? (How?)
怎么才能知道这不是一个天大笑话（要怎么做）
How can I have faith when there is no hope?
看不见希望的话还要如何坚守信仰？
How the hell does one man have 100 billion dollars and we still have people on the street that are broke?
有人坐拥千亿的同时又有无数穷人流落街头的这种场面怎么会出现
There's a lot of things I wanna talk about and get off my chest
有太多事情压抑在我心中不吐不快
I can’t sleep 'cause the devil won’t let me rest
我无法入眠因为魔鬼侵扰让我不得安宁
I used to know a ****ing pastor in a church and I can still hear the screams of the kids he would ****ing molest
曾经在一间教会见过的人面兽心的牧师 我仿佛依稀能听见被他侵犯过的孩子在尖叫求救
Dear God
敬爱的主啊
Do you hear me? (Do you hear me??)
你可有听见我
I’m supposed to fear you but you ain’t said shit so maybe it's you who actually fears me?
我本该畏惧你 可你仍然一言不发 也许是你在害怕面对我
I don’t know the answer I just want to see it clearly
我不知道答案是什么 只想看清世态炎凉
So many lies there’s a 1000 different theories
谎言遍布世间 无数神学论千差万别
All I want to know is who really made religion because I know it wasn’t you but don’t nobody believes me
我只想弄清宗教是谁所创 因为我知道那并非你所造 可没人会相信我
No more lies, no more death
愿世间坦诚相待，不见无辜的牺牲
Bring back King, bring back X
复活马丁路德，带艾克斯重返人间【Martin Luther King-马丁·路德·金、Malcolm X-马尔科姆 艾克斯】
Please dear God let their souls rest
愿主让他们灵魂得到安息
Protect who’s left and watch their steps
保护生者 看顾他们人生路上每一步
Dear God (Dear god)
敬爱的主啊
I don’t want to have to ask you again
我不想再去质问你
I just hope that you know that I’m still a believer so I’ll end this all by saying amen
只希望你明白我依旧是个忠诚的信徒 所以我会用一句阿门 了结这一切
It's Dax
我是Dax