Stricken

Out of drugs, pissed off again
I think I am nearing the end
Another ******* day
Another disappointment
Scars in my flesh tell the story
- Of a broken man
Pessimistic existence
Numb myself with chemicals
Drunk and ******* angry
I'm sick of ******* screaming
How much longer can I take
Living a life without no meaning
******* stricken
Dreams and goals = void loneliness confusion
Trapped within a cell of negativity
Why try??? When failure is the norm
Work sucks, life sucks
I wish I was never born