future diary

Wildin', you're the only sun that shines in this town, yeah
你狂野，如同这个镇上唯一的太阳闪闪发光
Smilin' (Hey), I don't wanna mess up somehow
你微笑(嘿)，我不想搞砸事情让你失去笑容

但人尽皆知，是我拖了你后腿
But I'm holdin' you back and everybody sees it
你只在周末才能有闲暇时光（只有周末）
Only got time for me on the weekends (On the weekends)
与你能在一起便是我所求
Life with you is all I ever knew
但我会离开，如果这是对你最好的选择
But I'll leave right now if it's best for you
在我未来的日记里啊

我们皆如鸟儿般自由飞
In my future diary
只是你早已成家立业
I can see us flying free
你有你的烦心事（正悄然发生）
But you got school and family
而我也在与生活作斗争（奋力斗争）
You got real shit happening (Happening)
就好像被地心力拉着走（地心力）
I got shit I'm battling (I'm battling)
只是想与你共度更多时光（只和你）
Gettin' pulled down like gravity (Gravity)
但没关系，我会对你隐瞒（掩盖我心思）
I just want more time with you (With you)
直到情绪能延伸至消失
But it's okay, I'll lie to you (Lie to you)
我太自私了，我真没办法

被困于路，而并非在我所属之地
'Til it goes on and on to the next thing
等不及身着天鹅绒
I'm too selfish, I can't help it
遨游于幻想
Stuck in my ways, not in my place
因为从这阳台下来会是一场很长的旅行
I can't wait 'til I'm covered in velvеt
宝贝，冲我生气吧
Gimme fantasies
你依旧在与我对峙
'Cause it's onе long trip down this balcony, uh
对我撒谎
Baby, get mad at me
我不喜欢听到你讽刺的言语
You still runnin' 'round and lyin' to me
如果每一次你受的伤害都有我的份量
Uh, uh, and lie to me
那我真的要发痛苦财了吧
I don't like to hear about the irony
但人尽皆知，是我拖了你后腿
If I had the dime for every casualty
你只在周末才能有闲暇时光（只有周末）
Then I'd be dumb rich, still in agony
与你能在一起便是我所求

但我会离开，如果这是对你最好的选择
But I'm holdin' you back and everybody sees it
在我未来的日记里啊
Only got time for me on the weekends (On the weekends)
我们皆如鸟儿般自由飞
Life with you is all I ever knew
只是你早已成家立业
But I'll leave right now if it's best for you
烦心事也在悄然发生

而我愿意承担一切
In my future diaries
把它们，全藏在一个大容量容器里
I can see us flying free
是啊，你有我不愿打破的梦想
But you got school and family
不愿听到你虚假的爱意
You got real shit happening
看吧，我不擅长说再见，小骗子

但这就是你的爱，我清楚
So I'll take fault
若在此之后，噢，你实现了梦想
Keep it all inside, all in one big vault
我依旧会为你在所不惜
Yeah, I know you got dreams I don't wanna interfere with
在我未来的日记里啊
Tellin' me you love me but I don't wanna hear it
我们皆如鸟儿般自由飞
See, I'm not good at goodbyes, liar
只是你早已成家立业
Is this your love, I know
烦心事在悄然发生
If after this, oh, you get this
而我也在与生活作斗争
I still put up a fight for you
就好像被地心力拉着走

只是想与你共度更多时光
In my future diary
但没关系，我会假装不在乎
I can see us flying free
我是接连犯错的那个人
But you got school and family
我不在乎，自始至终只是寻求掩护
You got real shit happening
(像地心引力一样被拉下来）
I got shit I'm battling
大家都说我状态不错，只是偶尔发发牢骚
Gettin' pulled down like gravity
（因为没关系啊，我不会对你表露心声）
I just want more time with you
But it's okay, I'll lie to you

I'm one mistake after another
Don't really care, just how I take cover
(Gettin' pulled down like gravity)
Everybody sayin' that I'm fine, alI I do is whine
(But it's okay, I'll lie to you)