left out

Feeling left out from the right side of your bed
被你冷落再床侧
Feeling stressed out over every last word you said
总是压抑着听完你的每一个字
Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head
我的脑海里不停地浮现出一只鬼魂
Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead
你却连做梦都想要我去死
I been left out, lied to, talked about and used
我被冷落、骗、议论、利用
Stared down and laughed at while walking out of school
放学路上总有无数嘲笑看扁我的身影
You wanna put the blame on me, the feeling's nothing new
你想让我承受所有，这样无趣的折磨
You wanna hang more pain on me, there's nothing you can do
甚至想要不断折磨我，你却无能为力
A moment lasts inside this coffin, I'm buried often
每时每刻我都像要被灵柩埋葬
Every time your calling once your starting there's no stopping
你没有尽头的使唤我
You know what, I pick my phone up, know you can hear me
知道吗，我接起电话，我知道你能听到
Just show up and show love, just want you near me
而我只是想炫耀一下，你在我身旁
But like, does that even feel right?
但，这种感觉是对的吗
Cause I don't want you if anyone can hold you all through the night
如果所有人都可以拥你入眠，那我选择离去
And is it even fair or worth for me to put up a fight?
你究竟值不值得我为你拼搏
Just to prove that I'm the one and you still leave out of spite
只需证明我是你的唯一，你却只是为了泄愤
No more broken hearts to fall apart to broken promise
我在没有受伤的心去承受你无望的承诺
No more playing cards with broken shards which goes to haunt us
再也玩不起相互猎取的纸片
And we don't gotta put all this care beyond us
我们不再关心彼此
But you don't gotta be scared to be honest
说实话，你不必如此惊慌
Feeling left out from the right side of your bed
被你冷落再床侧
Feeling stressed out over every last word you said
总是压抑着听完你的每一个字
Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head
我的脑海里不停地浮现出一只鬼魂
Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead
你却连做梦都想要我去死
I thought a lot lately, please
我最近想通了很多
I wanna stop playing these games
我不想在与你纠缠在游戏中
Your mom and pops hate me
你的父母恨透了我吧
And now I'm probably not your top choice
我可能也不是你首选的对象
As your drinking on the rocks lately
当你酩酊大醉时
I wanna confess
我不停忏悔
I wanna die when your brought up by friends
你带着你的朋友们来，我被置于死地
And every night I'm haunted in bed
我每晚都躺在床上度日如年
So I cry, every drop is a sin
所以我哭了，每一滴都是一种罪过
And I think I'm healing again
我认为我又一次被治愈了
But every feeling I'm feeling is like I'm peeling the skin
但是每一种感觉都在活剥着我
Always dealing with women at every show and event
总在受伤后与其他人缠绵
But if we're home or if we're out you're on your phone every second
但我在你身旁时你总是专注于手机
Said that I'm an ass, I said I think you're right
你说我混蛋，我绝对认同
So every conversation turns to basically a fight
所以我们每次谈话都以战争结束
Stare into my eyes and tell me what you need
看着我，告诉我你到底想要什么
As I pray to God that you never leave
我祈求上帝让你不要弃我而去
Feeling left out from the right side of your bed
被你冷落再床侧
Feeling stressed out over every last word you said
总是压抑着听完你的每一个字
Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head
我的脑海里不停地浮现出一只鬼魂
Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead
你却连做梦都想要我去死