Talkin' 2 Myself

Ayo Before I start this song man
哟，在我开始之前
I just want to thank everybody for being so patient
我只想感谢大家如此耐心
And baring with me over these last couple of years
在过去的几年里忍耐我的变化
While i figure this shit out
同时我渐渐醒悟，这操蛋的现实
Is anybody out there?
有人在这里吗
It feels like im talkin to myself
感觉像我在和自己对话
No one seems to know my struggle
似乎无人知晓我的挣扎
And everything i come from
还有我的所有过往
Can anybody hear me??
有人能听见我吗
It guess I keep talkin to myself
我想我一直是与自己对话
It feels like im going insane
感觉快走向疯癫
Am I the one whose crazy?
大概我就是最疯狂的那个
Yeayah
yeah
Woah wah
哦
Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh)
哦哦
Woah wah
哦
Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)
哦哦
So why in the world do i feel so alone
所以为什么，世界太大，我形单影只
Nobody but me, i'm on my own
除我以外再无他人
Is there anyone out there
到底有没有人
who feels the way i feel
会和我有一样的感受
That there is then let me in and let me know im not the only one(?)
如果有，让我知道我并不孤独
I went away I guess to open up some lanes
我曾迷失，但现在我开辟了崭新的道路
But there was no one who even knew what I was going through
但甚至没有人知道我经历的噩梦，痛苦与日俱增
Hatred was flowing through my veins
仇恨充斥血液
On the verge of going insane
在崩溃的边缘游走
I almost made a song dissin Lil Wayne
我差点写一首歌攻击Lil Wayne
It's like I was jealous of him cause the attention he was gettin'
好像我很嫉妒他因为他名声大噪
I felt horrible about myself
我对自己感到恐慌
He was spittin and I wasn't
他在吼麦，我却没有
Anyone who was buzzin back then coulda got it
任何嗑过药的人都会明白
Almost went at Kanye too
几乎又对Kanye下手
God it feels like im goin' psychotic
天啊感觉我要精神错乱
Thank god that I didn't do it
谢天谢地我没有这么做
I would of had my ass handed to me
这比屁股被抽更可怕
And I knew it but proof wasn't here to see me through it
我心知肚明但Proof无法看我走过这些
Im in the booth poppin another pill tryna talk myself into it
我在录音室里使劲嗑药拼命克制自己
Are you stupid? You gon' start dissin people for no reason?
你傻呀？你开始无缘无故diss别人？
Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even
尤其是你TM根本写不出一句像样的词来
You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying
自欺欺人，你已经濒临死亡，不可否认的事实
Your health is declinging with your self esteem, you're crying out for help
你的健康随着你的自信一起衰落，你哭喊寻求帮助
Is anybody out there?
有人在这里吗
It feels like im talkin to myself
感觉像我在和自己对话
No one seems to know my struggle
似乎无人知晓我的挣扎
And everything i come from
还有我的所有过往
Can anybody hear me??
有人能听见我吗
It guess I keep talkin to myself
我想我一直是与自己对话
It feels like im going insane
感觉快走向疯癫
Am I the one whose crazy?
大概我就是最疯狂的那个
Yeayah
yeah
So why in the world do i feel so alone
所以为什么，世界太大，我形单影只
Nobody but me, i'm on my own
除我以外再无他人
Is there anyone out there
到底有没有人
who feels the way i feel
会和我有一样的感受
That there is then let me in and let me know im not the only one(?)
如果有，让我知道我并不孤独
Marshall you're no longer the man, thats a bit of a pill to swallow
Marshall你不是个男人了，再来一片药吧
All I know is some wallowin(?), self-loathing and hollow
我只知道自己在堕落，怨天尤人，自暴自弃
Bottoms up of pill bottle maybe i'll hit my bottom tomorrow
又一瓶药空了，也许明天我就会坠底
?
(My sorrow echoes in the hall though)我的痛楚在长廊里回荡
But I must be talkin to the wall though
但是我一定是在对着墙自言自语
I don't see nobody else ( I guess I keep talkin to myself)
我看不见任何人
But all these other rappers suck is all that I know
可我还狂妄地认为其他的MC都是渣渣
I've turned into a hater, i've put up a false bravado
我成为了自己一向反对的怀恨者，虚张声势
But Marshall is not a egomaniac thats not his motto
不过Marshall并不自大
HE's not a desperado he's desperate its startin to bottle inside em
他并不愤世嫉俗，但他很拼命，开始养精蓄锐
One foot on the brake one on the throttle
一只脚踩刹车，一只脚踩油门，准备就绪
Fallin asleep with writers block in the parking lot of mcdonalds
在麦当劳的停车场里熟睡，灵感枯竭
But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it
但是与其自怨自艾，不如振作起来做点什么有意义的事
Admit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enough
承认自己有问题吧，你的大脑一片混乱，你蛋疼的时间也够长了
It isn't them its you you fuckin baby
不是他们的错，是你自己
Quit worrying about what they do and do fuckin shady
不要再担心他们的所做所为，来一段完美的Shady flow
I'm fucking going crazy
不然我TM就要疯了
Is anybody out there?
有人在这里吗
It feels like im talkin to myself
感觉像我在和自己对话
No one seems to know my struggle
似乎无人知晓我的挣扎
And everything i come from
还有我的所有过往
Can anybody hear me??
有人能听见我吗
It guess I keep talkin to myself
我想我一直是与自己对话
It feels like im going insane
感觉快走向疯癫
Am I the one whose crazy?
大概我就是最疯狂的那个
So why in the world do i feel so alone
所以为什么，世界太大，我形单影只
Nobody but me, i'm on my own
除我以外再无他人
Is there anyone out there
到底有没有人
who feels the way i feel
会和我有一样的感受
That there is then let me in and let me know im not the only one(?)
如果有，让我知道我并不孤独
So I pick up myself off the ground and fuckin slam before i drown
所以在沉溺太深之前我把自己从渣滓中捡起，奋力前行
Hit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time around
坠地太重，反弹更高，这次爷完爆全场
It's different them last two albums didn't count
空前绝后，之前那两张砖就是吃屎
Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing em out
Encore我在吸毒Relapse恶魔仍在徘徊
I've come up to make it up to you no more fucking around
这次是给你们的补偿，不会再混点了
I've got something to prove to fans I feel like i let em down
我要给粉丝们证明我绝不会让他们失望
So please accept my apology I finally feel like im back to normal, I feel like me again
所以请接受我的道歉，我感觉自己已重回正轨，找回自我
Let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who dont know
让我再一次向还不知道爷大名的智障们正式地介绍自己
The new mes back to the old me and homie I don't show no
崭新的我杀回来了，骚年
Signs of slowin up, pullin up, blowin up, all over no mo
不会退缩，看爷虐杀
My life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homos
我的生活不会再有电影里脑残的情节，但我的演出不会结束
I'm back with a vengeance homie weezy keep ya head up
带着复仇的怒火回来了，Lil Wayne抬起头吧
TI keep ya head up, Kanye keep ya head up
T.I.快振作吧Kanye勃起来呀
Don't let up, keep slayin em
绝不松懈，大屠杀还没结束
Rest in Peace to DJ AM
DJ AM安息
Cause I know what its like
因为我知道这是什么感受
I struggle with this shit every single day
我每天都和这些JB事情抗争
Is anybody out there?
有人在这里吗
It feels like im talkin to myself
感觉像我在和自己对话
No one seems to know my struggle
似乎无人知晓我的挣扎
And everything i come from
还有我的所有过往
Can anybody hear me??
有人能听见我吗
It guess I keep talkin to myself
我想我一直是与自己对话
It feels like im going insane
感觉快走向疯癫
Am I the one whose crazy?
大概我就是最疯狂的那个
So why in the world do i feel so alone
所以为什么，世界太大，我形单影只
Nobody but me, i'm on my own
除我以外再无他人
Is there anyone out there
到底有没有人
who feels the way i feel
会和我有一样的感受
That there is then let me in and let me know im not the only one(?)
如果有，让我知道我并不孤独