Constellations

My eyes have seen this
我已经看过这个
The cold of indignation
关于愤怒所产生的寒冷
They always look here
他们总是朝这这边看
I feel their lacerations
我感到他们的伤痛
I'll never be enough
我从来没有满足过
I'll stumble back again
我会再跌倒后再回来
But I don't care enough
但我不管那么多
I wish I had a friend
我渴望有一个朋友
How may times did i try
不管我试了多少次
They pushed me too far
他们常将我排斥在外
The great and powerful Trixie
那个伟大而又强大的Trixie
Knows just what you are
知道你是什么东西
But is it worth it now?
但，他现在值得吗？
Is this all that I am?
那是我的所有吗？
You wish I had never appeared
你们希望我从来没有出现过
I just wish you'd give a damn
我只希望你们诅咒我
I trusted them
我相信他们
To see what's inside of me
看我的内心有什么
I trusted me
我相信我自己
To see what's inside of them
看他们的内心有什么
I may have stumbled once
我可能在没有意义的地方
On my insignificance
跌到过一次
But that is all over now
但那已经全部结束掉了
I've let go of my dissonance
我现在已经改正我身上不协调的一切
"Our eyes a purple haze
“我们被一紫色烟雾笼罩”
We share that same shade"
一起享受着里面的荫凉“
Yours see power
你看到权力
Mine see magic
我看到魔法
See a friendship we could've made
看到我们可以共同构建的友谊
"She is so talented!"
“她太有才了！”
But what is there for me?
但那有什么用处？
"I've seen a better show"
“我看过更好地表演”
But I, she will never see.
但她将不会见到
Orion, save me now
俄里翁，拯救我吧
Polaris, guide me now
北极星，指引我把
I trusted them
我相信他们
To see what's inside of me
看我的内心是什么东西
I trusted me
我相信我
To see what's inside of them
看他们的内心是什么东西
The water's rising
那水在上升
How long until I drown?
要过多久才能使我被水溺死
My only sorrow
我唯一感到伤心的事
Is my head was never in the clouds
是我从来没有在那片云朵当中
The water's rising
那水在上升
How long until I die?
要过多久才能使我死去
I'm suffocating
我正被
On tears I hold back inside
被我藏我正被着的泪水所窒息
The water's rising
那水在上升
How long until I drown?
要过多久才能使我被水溺死
My only sorrow
我唯一一个伤心的事
Is that i never stilled my frown
是我从来没有继续皱眉
The water's rising
那水在上升
How long until I die?
要过多久才能使我死去
I'm suffocating
我正被
On tears I'm holding back inside
被我藏我正被着的泪水所窒息
I'm only drowning
我只有在失去
On my loss of self-control
自我控制时被溺死
The water's risen
那水已经上升了
And i'm left with an empty soul
而且，我只留下空壳的灵魂
I've stumbled for the last time
我在过去跌倒
I'll leave this place forever
而我将会永远地离开这里
My arrogance precedes me
我的自大塑造了我
It's been a mute endeavor
这是一沉默的努力
I trusted them
我相信那些人
To see what's inside of me
来看我的内心有什么
I trusted me
我相信我自己
To see what's inside of them
来看他们的内心有什么
I'm only drowning
我只有在失去
On my loss of self-control
自我控制时被溺死
The water's risen
那水已经上升了
And I'm left with a empty soul
而且，我只留下空壳的灵魂
I never thought i'd
我从来没有想过我会
End without a cause to blame
在没有理由去责备我的情况下结束
But you were the one there to show me
但你是那个告诉我
it's not about the fame
这与名声无关的人