Cool and Refreshing

I'm so terrified of all the things I love I know that I will lose them all one by one
but that's not what I think about when I look into the sky,
I see sunlight that is blinding and it just hurts my eyes

I'm trying to be fine but I lie about the things I say will never die
like memories, forgiveness, and the light inside my eyes

It's terrifying
It's totally fine

Think of me by the creek in cut off jeans holding onto something that has meaning to me
I don't really think my life will ever make me as happy as Kaaterskill creek

I'm trying to be good but I'm done
no wait just kidding I'm not
Cuz I still have that feeling of water above my knees

It's cool and refreshing
And that won't fade away