Better By Now

I close my eyes and count to ten
I've made mistakes I know I'll make again
I write messages I'll never send
I'm not okay but if you want it I'll pretend
It's all good I'm not scared and I'll hold on
But you said I'd be better by now
All my friends said I'd be better by now
But who cares 'cause I'm not better by now no
I'm not better by now
And you said I'd be better by now
All my friends said I'd be better by now
But who cares 'cause I'm not better by now no
I'm not better by now
Another 4 AM my battery is low
And I still miss you checking that I got home
Leave the lights on when I sleep alone
And I know I should but I just can't let go
It's no good I'm still scared wish I was strong
But you said I'd be better by now
All my friends said I'd be better by now
But who cares 'cause I'm not better by now no
I'm not better by now
And you said I'd be better by now
All my friends said I'd be better by now
But who cares 'cause I'm not better by now no
I'm not better by now
I miss you I miss me
Me I was before the me before the storm
'Cause if I miss you then I miss me
The me I was before the me before the storm
Yeah I miss you and I miss me
The me I was before the me before the storm
Yeah I miss you I miss me
The me I was before
And you said I'd be better by now
All my friends said I'd be better by now
But who cares 'cause I'm not better by now no
I'm not better by now
And you said I'd be better by now
All my friends said I'd be better by now
But who cares 'cause I'm not better by now no
I'm not better by now