What I Know Now

You still hear every word that they say, but
“你仍然能在脑海内听到他们所说的每句话，但
These days they ain't making no sound
其实这些天他们并没有发出任何声音”
You still had me thinking that I'm crazy
你使我觉得自己好似已经疯狂
Wish I knew then what I know now
真希望曾经的我能知道我现在所了解的一切
You don't know what I been through
你根本不理解我过去的经历
So who are you to judge me? (judge me)
那为什么用你的眼光来评判我？
Still don't know if I believe if theres anything above me (above me)
仍然不知我能否信仰那些须有的在我之上的事物
(Let's go) I've been done for so long want feel something (something)
我已经麻木了如此久，想要对世间万物有所感触
Look in the mirror, I don't like who I'm becoming (becoming)
我盯着镜子，我不喜欢我现在镜中慢慢腐烂的样子
I don't know my place
我不知道我此时身在何处
I done lost my ways
我好似已经迷失了方向
But I won't break
但我永远不会崩溃离散
I don't know my place
我不知道我究竟在何位置
I done lost my ways
我貌似已经模糊了头脑
But I won't break
但我永远不会支离破碎

“你仍然能在脑海内听到他们所说的每句话，但
You still hear every word that they say, but
其实这些天他们并没有发出任何声音”
These days they ain't making no sound
你使我觉得自己好似已经疯狂
You still had me thinking that I'm crazy
真希望曾经的我能知道我现在所了解的一切
Wish I knew then what I know now
没有人，是被迷失的
Nobody, is lost
大家都心知肚明
Keep it all inside
但你还是装作惊狂使我觉得自己已经失去神智
You still had me thinking that I'm crazy
真希望曾经的自己能知道现在我所了解的一切
Wish I knew then what I know now
不，此处禁止越界

当他们产生怀疑的时候知道如何行动
Uh, No out of circle allowed
当我来回踱步思考时，真相是否是我想象的那样？
Know how to move when they doubt
你就跟那些跳梁小丑直接了断好了
Know what the truth when I'm moving around
但你不听劝解还是和他们鬼混在一起
Say you through with them clowns
虽然只是有时而已，在我的私信里
But you still **** around with them
看看我拥有的这些豪华跑车
Every now and then, in my DM's
大多数时候，我只和那些人接触一次，之后就不会再联系了
See the different cars I be in
为了你，我小心行事，却不知为何
Most of the time I just be with them once then don't call em again
我向来不习惯用刹车，所以一旦关上门你也跑不掉了
But for you I play it safe, don't know why
把她拉进我的私人飞机，与之前几架不同品系
I ain't used to using brakes once I close the door you can't escape
我想让她感受不一样的体验
Putting KK in a plane, different strains
那些小丑只是嘴上过瘾，其实背后连撑腰的都没有
Got her feeling different things
我钟情大一点的飞机
They just talk, still ain't the gang
再来两杯杜松子酒或者几瓶香槟
I like bigger planes
戴着钻石项链，女孩们都能一眼认出我来
Two glasses of gin, bottles of champagne
所以你决定是去是留？
Diamond chains, ******* know my name
“你仍然能在脑海内听到他们所说的每句话，但
Is you leaving or staying?
其实这些天他们并没有发出任何声音”

你使我觉得自己好似已经疯狂
You still hear every word that they say, but
真希望曾经的我能知道我现在所了解的一切
These days they ain't making no sound
没有人，是愚蠢的
You still had me thinking that I'm crazy
避而不谈
Wish I knew then what I know now
而你却故作惊狂使我觉得自己发狂
Nobody, is lost
只希望以前的我能够知道我现在知道的一切
Keep it all inside
没有人，是被迷失的
You still had me thinking that I'm crazy
大家都心如明镜
Wish I knew then what I know now
只是你掌握着我让我觉得自己失去神智
Nobody, is lost
而这些不为人知的阴暗就是我所知道的一切的一切
Keep it all inside
You still had me thinking that I'm crazy
These shadows is what I know now