Introvert

There's a war, there's a war
有场战役 有场战役
The kingdom's on fire
王国战车纷飞
The blood of a young messiah
年轻的弥赛亚血液喷薄
I see sinners in a church
我亲眼目睹教堂里的罪人
I see sinners in a church
他们肩负罪名
Sometimes I might be introvert
有时 我缄默沉静
There's a war inside
内心爆发圣战
I hear battle cries
我听到战争的哭嚎
Mothers burying sons
白发人送走黑发人
Young boys playing with guns
年轻人在战场卖命
The devil's a liar
恶魔谩辞哗说
Fulfil your wildest desires
充斥你狂野欲望
Now I don't wanna be the one to doctor this
现在我不想做那个篡改现实的人
But if you can't feel pain, then you can't feel the opposite
但如果你已麻木不仁
The fight between the Yin and Yang's a fight you'll never win
你也丧失感知敌人的能力
I study humans, that makes me an anthropologist
阴阳之战是你永不可胜的战役
I'm not into politics
我曾研究人性 那让我像个人类学家
But I know it's dark times
我不是政治家
Parts of the world still living in Apartheid
但我知道这是至暗时刻
But if I don't takе this winner's flight, that's career suicide
这个世界的一些国家仍实行种族隔离
Though I should've been a friеnd when your grandma died
但如果我不勇敢迎战 我将亲手埋葬我的事业
I see the illness eat my aunt laying in her bed
哪怕你祖母去世时 我应像个朋友给予你力量
I see her soul rising as her body gets closer to death
我亲眼目睹我的姑姑病死床第
Find a way, I'll find a way
她接近死亡 她灵魂飘升
The world's not over
找到通道 我将找到通道
I will make it, don't you cry
世界仍在运转
In God we trust
我会将一切安排妥当 别再哭泣
'Cause we're not alone
以圣神之名
I need a licence to feel
我们并不孤单
Internal wounds and I'm not tryna be healed
我需要感召的权力
I sabotage what we are trying to build
内部瓦解 我不愿疗养
'Cause of feelings I keep inside, but it's time to reveal (Reveal, reveal)
我亲手毁灭我们努力创造的一切
I hate the thought of just being a burden
由于我内心底部的感受 是时候说出来了
I hate that these conversations are surfaced
我讨厌成为累赘的想法
Simz the artist or Simbi the person?
我讨厌将言语浮于水面
To you I'm smiling, but really I'm hurting
是艺术家Simz还是凡人Simbi
I dedicate my life and gave my heart over twenty something years
我总是对你笑 但我很苦恼
Left wondering how I even feel
20年来我将真心托付给了生命
Or was it was even worth it?
只留下我感受的好奇
I bottle up and then spill it in verses
这是否值得？
One day I'm wordless, next day I'm a wordsmith
我将它装入瓶中 将它唱成段落
Close to success, but to happiness I'm the furthest
今天我是哑巴 明天我是演讲家
At night I wonder if my tears will dry on their own
我总是离成功一步之遥 这让我觉得无限远
Hoping I will fulfil Amy's purpose
我在深夜思索泪水是否流尽
Angel said, "Don't let you ego be a disturbance"
期望完成Amy的目标
Inner demon said, "Mother ****er, you earned this"
天使在我耳边呢喃
Like they strip you of everything you're deserving
“不要自毁前途”
Realise there is a prison in us, we are conditioned as ****
心魔却说 “*你妈的 这些涉密是你应得的”
Man, it's like they can't sleep till our spirit is crushed
好像他们剥夺了一切
How much fighting must we do? We've been fearless enough
我意识到自建监牢即是男女性交
All we see is broken homes here and poverty
好像只有精神崩溃 他们才能入睡
Corrupt government officials, lies and atrocities
还有多少战役需要攻克？
How they talking on what's threatening the economy
我们已经足够无畏
Knocking down communities to re-up on properties
我们所见到的只有支离的家庭和破碎的人生
I'm directly effected, it does more than just bother me
腐败的官员 谎言与暴行
Look beyond the surface, don't just see what you wanna see?
他们如何谈论威胁经济因素？
My speech ain't involuntary
拆毁我们的社区 强迫重构房产
Project with intention straight from my lungs
这影响我 困扰着我
I'm a black woman and I'm a proud one
透过现象看本质
We walk in blind faith not knowing the outcome
别停留表面
But as long as we're unified, then we've already won
我所言并非无意识
Find a way, I'll find a way
我的肺腔爆发意图从嘴里吐出
The worlds not over
我为身为黑人女性而自豪
I will make it, don't you cry
我们伴着盲目叮咛前行 不知结局
In God we trust
但只要团结一致 便能战无不胜
'Cause we're not alone
找到通道 我将找到通道
And so it begins
世界仍在运转
The base is an amalgamation of everything
我会将一切安排妥当 别再哭泣
Rules are not to be played by rebels
以圣神之名
The story of never ending
我们并不孤单
Your introversion led you here
开始了
Intuition protected you along the way
基地是万物融合
Feelings allowed you to be well balanced
规则禁止反叛者亵玩
And perspective gave you foresight
无尽的故事
The top of the mountain is nothing without the climb
你的谦卑将你引领至此
Only the strong will survive
敏锐直觉护你周全
Only the strong will survive
感官赋予你平衡
Alone, but not lonely
你的观点饱含远见
Your truth unveils with time
失去攀登 山峰失去意义
As you embark on a journey
强者永存
Of what it takes to be a woman
只有强者永生