Bother

Wish I was too dead to cry
希望我已无力哭泣
Myself affliction fades
饱受磨难的心早已沉沦
Stones to throw at my creator
把已死的心还给我的造物主
Masochists to which I cater
甘愿去为他献身哪怕受伤害
You don't need to bother
请你不必费心
I don't need to be
我也不会去打扰你
I'll keep slipping farther
我会在错误的路上渐行渐远
But once I hold on
但我一旦坚持下去
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
我不会放手 直到一切都伤痕累累

希望我已无力关怀
Wish I was too dead to care
如果我真的在乎的话
If indeed I cared at all
从未抗议的我保持缄默
Never had a voice to protest
独自消化着你给我的罪孽
So you fed me **** to digest
我希望我能有一个理由
I wish I had a reason
去解释为何我饱受批评
my flaws are open season
为此我能放下一切
For this I gave up trying
哪怕是一次善举就值得我去死
One good turn deserves my dying
请你不必费心
You don't need to bother
我也不会去打扰你
I don't need to be
我会在错误的路上渐行渐远
I'll keep slipping farther
但我一旦坚持下去
But once I hold on
我不会放手 直到一切都伤痕累累
I won't let go'til it bleeds
希望我已厌倦苟活

如行尸走肉般的表情
Wish I'd died instead of lived
徒有躯壳没有灵魂
A zombie hides my face
逐渐迷茫的往事写进日记
Shell forgotten with its memories
请你不必费心
Diaries left with cryptic entries
我也不会去打扰你
And you don't need to bother
我会在错误的路上渐行渐远
I don't need to be
但我一旦坚持下去
I'll keep slipping farther
我不会放手 直到一切都伤痕累累
But once I hold on
请你不必费心
I won't let go'til it bleeds
我也不会去打扰你
You don't need to bother
我会在错误的路上渐行渐远
I don't need to be
但我一旦坚持下去
I'll keep slipping farther
我绝不会辜负我的诺言
But once I hold on

I'll never live down my deceit