AFTER THERAPY (feat. Hot Mulligan)

Stranger in the room and I don't know what to say
呆在陌生的房间 我不知道该怎么阐述情感
And I don't know what to do but I'm looking for a change
也不知道该干什么 但是我在尽力找机会了
So I'm telling him the truth and it's written on his face
所以我只是在把实情告诉他 他想说的都写在脸上了
Yeah it's written on his face
都写在脸上了
I'm feeling twenty two and I'm already behind
感觉我22岁却已然落后于时代
And I'm talking like it's new but it's ten years on my mind
好像在一直讨论着新鲜事物 可这想法在我脑中已有十年之久
Not saying I'm doomed but I'm closer there than fine
不能说我很抑郁吧 但我的日子确实和正规偏离太远
Yeah I'm closer there than fine
和正轨偏离太远
Spill my guts out anyway
尽管把你的肺腑之言一并吐露
Can't be worse than yesterday
今天总不可能比昨天更糟了吧
Life's not shitty, life's so great after therapy
心理治疗后 人生一扫阴霾 阳光明媚
I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety
偶尔和我的焦虑玩玩捉迷藏也没什么不好
Keep me talking I'll stop running from the things I don't understand
让我继续说下去 我不再会逃避那些未知
Take my money at least I'll get a little clarity
哎 付费治疗又如何 至少我明白了一点
About how ****ed I am
明白了我的人生有多么糟糕
Yeah I got my hopes up and I'm underwhelmed
是啊我重燃了希望 可还是无动于衷
And I'm dodging landmines dropping bombshells
仍然在躲避着生活的雷区
And I don't wanna be this way forever
我可不想永远这么东躲西藏
Thinking we'll be spending more time together
我们可以花更多的时间在一起
Life's not shitty, life's so great after therapy
心理治疗后 人生一扫阴霾 阳光明媚
I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety
偶尔和我的焦虑玩玩捉迷藏也没什么不好
Keep me talking I'll stop running from the things I don't understand
让我继续说下去 我不再会逃避那些未知
Take my money at least I'll get a little clarity
哎 付费治疗又如何 至少我明白了一点
About how ****ed I am
明白了我的人生有多么糟糕
Hey I don't know what I'm allowed to say
我不知道我被允许表达什么
I could try and paint me in a better place
尝试着把自己装点入更好的环境中
I could open up but it's not today
也尝试着敞开心扉 可最佳时机不是今天
Try and save face but then I'm to blame
也尝试着挽回颜面 但事实上罪全怪于我
Guess that I'm a little less ****ed up
我想我可能没那么糟糕
But I'm broken
可我的灵魂依然支零破碎
Guess I'm not as lost as I once was
我想我可能不再像以前那样迷茫了
Cos the jump feels good but the falling sucks
跳跃上升的快感使我兴奋 但是下坠的感觉是那么糟糕
Life's not shitty, life's so great after therapy
心理治疗后 人生一扫阴霾 阳光明媚
I love playing hide and seek with my anxiety
偶尔和我的焦虑玩玩捉迷藏也没什么不好
Keep me talking I'll stop running from the things I don't understand
让我继续说下去 我不再会逃避那些未知
Take my money at least I'll get a little clarity
哎 付费治疗又如何 至少我明白了一点
About how ****ed I am
明白了我的人生有多么糟糕
I guess that I'm a little less ****ed up
我想我可能没那么糟糕
But I'm broken
可我的灵魂依然支零破碎