what was the last thing u said

What was the last thing you said?
你最后说过的事是什么
It took like over a year to get you out my head
我花了一整年的时间将你赶出我的脑海
And now i can't sleep
现在我失眠了
Thinking bout everything and all the things we did
我在想那些我们曾做过的事
And i don't think i miss you
我并不认为我在想念你
I don't miss the s**t that we been through
想念那些我们曾经历的那些破事
But now i'm stuck with this
但现在我被它们困住了
Try not to reminisce
试着别去缅怀
Or i think i'll start to miss you
或承认我在想你

I don't know how to explain it
我不知道如何去解释这件事
A year of racking my brain and i hated it
它可恨地折磨了我整整一年
It's like i'm holding onto something that you never did
就好像我坚持你从未做过的事
It's like i'll never have something just like we did
就好像我将不再拥有我们的曾经
It's like i'll never hold hands with someone again
就好像我将不再握住那只手
It's like i'll never introduce them to my friends
就好像我将不再将它们介绍给我的朋友
I guess it's the end
我猜这就是结局了

Just ****ing look at you
只是该死的看着你
You moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place
你放下的这么快，你真的一开始就喜欢我吗？
I wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way
我祝你在最坏的道路上越走越好
Took you only a month to act like everything
你只花了一个月就表现得所有事
Was ok
都很好
You fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
你那么快就爱上了他，就好像我半途而废
Now i'm all on my own need someone to talk to
现在我形单影只，想找人倾诉
My friends all abandoned me cause they'd rather choose you
我的朋友都抛弃了我，因为他们都宁愿选择你
This s**t is so draining need to do something brand new
找个新的只会让我该死的精疲力尽
I get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
我像被用过的旧鞋一样被扔掉

Like ****ing look at you
只是该死的看着你
I think that you're right i'm not the person that i used to be
我想你是对的，我不再是从前的那个我了
I can't even hide that fact that this was all because of me
我无法回避分离的原因在我的事实
I made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy
我犯了错，嫉妒占据了我的大脑
All cause i thought you'd be the only one i ever see
全因为我认为你是我惟一的爱人
But you have to remind me
但你得提醒我
You have to remind me
你得提醒我
Cause i know you said something
因为我知道你说了
Something with meaning
一些有意义的话
It was as i was leaving i could've been dreaming
离开你的时候就好像在做梦
You have to remind me remind me of one thing
你得提醒我，你得提醒我一件事

What was the last thing you said?
你最后说过的事是什么
I swear i didn't mean to leave you on read
我发誓我不是真的要离开你
But now it's morning
但是现在已经是早晨
Everyone's sleeping
所有人还在沉睡
And i can't decide if i should get out of bed
我不知道我是否应该起床
Like i don't wanna miss you
就好像我并不想你
I don't miss the s**t that we been through
想念那些我们曾经历的那些破事
But now i'm stuck with this
但现在我被它们困住了
Try not to reminisce or i think i'll start to miss you
试着别去缅怀，或承认我在想你
It seems like everyday i look at the pictures
每天我看着那些照片
A couple years of my life in a camera roll
这两年像胶卷一样从我眼前闪过
I'm thinking maybe i really miss it
我想也许我真的想念这些
Reliving memories as i start to scroll
回忆在我眼前滚动播放
It feels like lately i've been stuck and i can't reach my goals
最近我被它困住，无法挣脱
And i can't get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
困在无法逃脱的深渊
I'm really starting to believe it's the end
我真的开始相信这就是结局

Dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like ****
老兄，这一点也不重要，草

Every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but
每次他们说起我们，都说我们去了好莱坞但是
If there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause
如果有一个地方可去，我想他们会选这里的
Every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but
我吃的每一颗左洛复都不能让我好起来（Zoloft为抑郁症用药）
Black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
黑发和黑色指甲，她认为她被误解了但是
She don’t know me like she think she does
她并不像她认为的那样了解我
And i’ll be lying if said i gave a single ****
如果我说我在乎你，那我就是在说谎
And then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
你能轻易使我置身地狱或天堂
One fight away from getting tired and giving up
只差一场战役，我就能彻底放弃

Just ****ing look at you
只是该死的看着你
You moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place
你放下的这么快，你真的一开始就喜欢我吗？
I wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way
我祝你在最坏的道路上越走越好
Took you only a month to act like everything
你只花了一个月就表现得所有事
Was ok
都很好
You fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
你那么快就爱上他，就好像我半途而废
Now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
现在我形单影只，想找人倾诉
My friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you
我的朋友都抛弃了我因为他们都宁愿选择你
This s**t is so draining need to do something brand new
找个新的只让我该死的精疲力尽
But after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you
事到如今说了这么多，我并不后悔认识了你